Lazy again

Well, anything related to Mr Chong Mun Yew is always been LAZY, LAZY and LAZY! IM SOOOO LAZY!! Wanted to blog but somehow in the end ended up doing some other things. Feel so lazy to type out all the things although I have a lot to say in my mind~ Anyway, I guess this post wouldn't be long again~

Am I a hating figure to everyone? I think so~ I feel that many people who hates me or dun like me.. Just dunno why.. Maybe they are acting in front of me or maybe just pretend that they don't angry of me.. Why am I feeling such way? Hate me if you want~ I wouldn't mind.. Just let me know~ And I won't bother you again anymore..

Gonna step down from my post soon~ Am I missing the post? YES I AM!! Maybe I'm just too used to it to be in my schedule. Nevertheless I hope that the next board whoever succeed my place can do a better job than me.. I admit I did the worst job~ =(

That's all I think.. There are some thing I wanna say.. But I rather keep it in my heart~ Haiz..

~munyew~

Welcome July

Sorry for not updating my blog lately.. Always want to update but lazy to type out.. And I dun think I will post about our librarian camp at Perting Valley. Almost forget what had happened at the time already.. Sorry readers.. This post will yet be another place for me to vomit out all my emotional feeling and thoughts.

Yeah.. Yet another disappointment for me. The class ranking has come out. From 4th place slipped to 5th place. Expected for me.. Did so badly in my exams. Haiz~ What to do.. I'm losing interest in studying.. Grr.. HATE STUDY!! I HATE SCIENCE SUBJECTS! Yet, I could score well in science subjects if I seriously work hard on it. Study it properly..I may be another top students. Yet. I know that I'm not that type of students, who would spent most of his time on studies. I enjoy playing around and mixing around. I hate staying in a room and face those piles of books. Books~ People thought I'm those kind of people who rad a lot of books. Well, they are wrong. The only storybook or novel that I had complete reading is Harry Potter the series. Yeah. Childish people would say me, only Harry Potter, a book read by those primary school students. SO what? Can't I read that too?

I love the girl that does not like me. Haiz~ As always. I know all the weaknesses I have.. I am boring. I am stupid. I am useless. I am not handsome as the other guys. I does not have those flirty skills or sweet words to  make you all sweet. Yeah. I am the kind of person. So what? I can't just change myself. And I keep blaming myself, keep falling in love with those girls, who will not like me back. I know all of their boys, in someway.. Although I thought I may be the better one, yet another disappointment moment. Nevermind. I have to constantly remind myself. Never let my feeling to wander around again. Please~ Mun Yew. Keep your feeling. Don't let it so obvious that I have a crush on someone.

Okay. Enough for today. I'm tired. Mentally and physically.. I wander why am I so exhausted.. =/

~munyew~