Busy busy life

Well, life would be much easier if I'm not in Form 6. Sometime I myself also keep wondering to myself, like seriously, "What makes me so determine to come to Form 6?". I won't regret my decision to come here. Maybe it's the laziness in me that makes me wanna come here. College life, people having break each session and I might take the advantage to slack off or even wasted my time by playing around. Or should I say I dun have the courage yet to face the real challenge outside and just want to stay the same like staying in school so that I won't face the change so fast?

Projects really driving us crazy. And the syllabus which all teachers are now rushing to finish it. Our STPM starts in the month of November and eventually all teachers haven't really near finishing the syllabus. WHY STPM HAVE TO BE SO RUSH! Seriously too much to learn. Especially PA. Actually I think my PA will be the worst subject now as the notes teacher given really like jumble with the reference book we have bought and I haven't really touch the book yet. So I have no idea until which extend teacher have already taught us.

Maths T project. Yes it would be real interesting if we really pay attention and do it seriously but due to the fact that we have only such little time with so much syllabus that we need to cover we don't really have the time to slowly figure or find the best way to do it. We just rushing around and see who have done the project and "boom", everyone will come after the fellow to borrow the project and start "copying". Nevermind, at least we get it done now and concentrate on our real STPM.


好久没用中文写部落格了
有时真的真的
很想知道
有些不该知道的事情
心里明明就很想
但却因为自己的胆小
压抑着自己的感觉
明知道不可能
但盼望着奇迹的诞生
人生本就是矛盾
拥有时就不珍惜
没有时却争着想要
犯贱是吧

~munyew~

Back to the beginning

Well, after long day of discussion which we almost came to a conclusion, suddenly it all back to the beginning.. I was trolled.. I guess he think dance steps is too hard therefore he changed his mind and wants to perform that. Haiz wasted a lot of time discussing that. Nevertheless at least now we came to a conclusion.

Holiday. Thought I could complete all my homework and at the end I know I won't be able to finish it definitely. Now I know I really becoming such a lazy dumbass. I dunno why I could only start my homework at night. I seriously will super lazy to do hwrk in the afternoon and now which we hav tuition and discussion it's impossible to do homework in the afternoon.

Just hope the best...

~munyew~

Holiday

Early Raya holidays. If I were in Form 5 or so whatsoever, I would be so grateful for this holiday and will definitely take this opportunity to start playing or relaxing before SPM has started. But now, here I am in Form 6, everything now has been so different. Even though now I feel so lazy to start my homework, but I believe I wont be able to enjoy so much during this period of time. Projects, homework, reports etc etc.. Maybe slack a few days but have to be serious later. Haiz. Laziness..

What have I done recently? Hmm, well blood donation is really a new experience to me. Maybe I have been in hospital last time and they took my blood to check this and that and that's why I dun really feel pain or nervous when the nurse came and poke a big needle into my skin to my blood vessel. I have to admit the needle used is larger than the normal one they used. Anyway, really surprised that I am one of those few people in AB blood group to donate blood. AB blood group is rare. And they guy who took my blood to check my blood group, when the result of my blood group is identified, he was like "wow, finally an AB blood group people here" cause majority of my friends are of A or O blood group. Okay nevermind, during the period when my blood is slowly flowing out, had a laugh time with Matthew. He was like scare here and there and the epic moment when Jia Bau kept playing him and joked that the packet of his blood was shrinking. Laugh die me.

A lot of things happened lately. And I dunno since when I have got myself into some kind of "rumours". Nevermind, cause I knew my feeling well and wont really care about all these stuffs. Just treat it like normal.

Now addicted to new Taylor Swift song! Her album to be out on October. "RED"... I WANT IT! 

And her new song, "We are never ever getting back together"

~munyew~

tired

everyday also rushing homework. I wonder since when I started not to complete work on time this year and make me have to rush homework everyday. Haiz. That's me I guess. Tried hard to change but then at last still back to the same me.

SO now what happened?

~munyew~

Rush Hour

No time for blogging now.. Have to rush all my homework that I have owed or not complete. Folios to be handed in, due date for the exercises to be handed in... Well, I guess I don't really have time to blog on weekdays now. Sorry

~munyew~

真相

有时候知道真相真的那么重要了吗？知道了真相会好过一点吗？
很多人，因为某些原因，而闹得不欢而散。就因为某种事实，明知道说了就挽回不了，但就还是要说。祸从口出，我明白这道理。

友谊真的那么脆弱吗？我想就应该如此吧。既然都已无挽回的地步，就这样吧。

人性的丑恶，多么的了然。玩笑，开不起的，就应说清楚。

好累。心理真的好累。不想再玩心理战了。我现在真的玩不起。

~munyew~