Last Day of November

不知不覺，
又回到了十一月的最後一天。
去年的今天，
我還是個學生，
想著我中六的生活。
如今，
應該開始想上大學的生活。

今早打了一場羽毛球，
好久都沒這麼痛快打了一場，
用盡渾身的力，
只可惜我還是不怎麼會殺球，
也沒什麼力。
不管怎樣，
爽！

然後就一班朋友四個人在旺角吹水，
談了好多東西，
談工作，
談人生，
談興趣，
講廢話，
談女人。

女朋友，
很多人以為我有，
中六嘛～
有女生了。
說真的，
今年的中六真的好像拍拖天堂，
很多人都在這兒找到另一半，
就例如我班，
五位女生，
四位已經被霸占了，
剩下的那一位也快被人追到了。
厲害吧。

談戀愛，
我準備了嗎？
我還不懂。
喜歡是什麼感覺？
我開始模糊了。
表白？
我沒勇氣。
也許沒人會喜歡我，
又不帥，
又不是很有錢，
又懶，
又悶。

人生好比一場戲

~munyew~

Amazing Day Out

I knew this post was supposed to be up yesterday but I got home late and feel lazy to post about this actually. So now once again, Happy Birthday Lok, hope you did have a wonderful day with us yesterday.

Lok's Birthday Cake

Spent almost the whole day out actually yesterday. Morning, out to MBS to return the physics and PA past year book. Well, upon reaching the office to look for Pn Gan, I saw Mrs Ramani was there sitting at the corridor of the classrooms. I thought what happened then realised that day was EL paper. I wonder how long had she been sitting there. The whole 2 hours? I don't know. Just saw she was looking anxiously while her students were completing the paper. It made me remember two years ago, she was there too, waiting for her students after the EL paper, and we gave her a big hug, thanking her for all her teaching and guidance. A great teacher she was.

Then I headed to Hang Tuah station to meet up Fang and Kar Jun. We then went to Sungai Wang to sing K. Finally a day to sing K. Sang until my voice couldn't recognise anymore. Spent a crazy time, screaming out, releasing some of the frustration towards the mic. It was good indeed. Shouting there.

Then movie time. Chose to watch "The Hunger Games: Catching Fire" cause there was no seats for Thor. It has been quite a long time since I was in GSC Maxx to watch a movie. The last one was "Transformer" if I'm not mistaken. The movie was good, the camera aint that shaking like the first movie, maybe this part was more of story-telling side and not much of action, so people think it was quite boring though. Well I think this was same like Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, where there was more on introduction towards how Voldermort was like. Not much of action. Yet actually I found the movie was nice though. Looking forward to the finale of the Hunger Games, which is Mockingjay.

After that at night went to celebrate Lok's birthday. We have some games of pool, well as usual I was the last. And then headed to somewhere to yumcha. There I first played darts. It wasn't a bad experience though. First few throws was quite okay but after that I was back to like an armature. And of course, Lok who trained at home won all of us. There was one moment I feel embarrassed though when there was one round I miss three of my throws. HAHA! Couldn't believe it though.

What's life after STPM? Work? Play? Sleep? No idea. Looking for scholarship? Universities? Courses? What I wanna study? I don't know......

尷尬？
害羞？
假裝？
自然？
做作？
喜歡？
討厭？
我真的好想知道。

~munyew~

No Hope

PA semester 2 resit. Can say I have totally no chance at all now to score a grade better than my previous. Graph 20 marks gone case. I think I drew the wrong graph, put in the wrong data. Why? Why? Essay same case too. Two questions, yet I was force to choose only one cause I don't know what is the meaning of a term in the second question. Thought can achieve better score than last time now I think it's merely impossible. So Semester 2 will be a "B" now. And seem like the chance of getting a "A" for PA is now about 0.01%.

Watched "Insidious 2" today. I didn't watch Insidious 1 so basically I think there are some storyline I have missed or don't understand. This movie was quite scary, some scene will really scare you off if you aren't prepare yet I think the storyline was far less interesting than "The Conjuring". Well both films also directed by James Wan, can't help but to praise his ability to create horror film. Talented director.

Still got one last paper. Yet I already don't have the mood to study anymore. The time between the papers were too long and I do feel bored about waiting for next paper. I don't really have the mood to study until one or two days before the exams.

Guess tomorrow I will have some time to release some anger.... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

~munyew~

PA semester 2

If compare all the semester for PA, semester 2 PA is the least favourite of mine. Why? Cause I hate the fact that I have to blindly memorise all the dasar-dasar that somehow seem pointless to us. Yes, I agreed we have to learn all the plan or the principle that our country introduced, yet the fact that we have to memorise them and answer them exactly in the examination, this is no good. To be honest, I don't think even some politicians have memorised all the dasar-dasar that was introduced and know all the strategy taken or even all the objectives. Yea, we have to know the basic reason why it was introduced but not to know exactly all the things about it. It annoys me. Now with so many pages to remember, I hope I can remember those that will be out in the exams. Hopefully...

Guess I have picked up my reading mood, not the "reading textbook" mood but "reading novel" mood. Took me about 4 days actually to finish "The Hunger Games". Took longer than I have expected though. Maybe too long didn't touch a single one makes me feel strange about reading it again. And now as I am reading the second book, the plot of story is so so so intense that I have the urge to continue reading, yet I can't. Tomorrow will be my sem2 PA resit exam. With all the dasar to be in my mind, I can't possibly to read it now. Gosh! It's just too tempting.

Writing a blog is much like writing a diary. I seem to be forgetful nowadays. I need to instill this habit in me again. Either find a book to write diary or writing it down in a blog. Well blog is public so guess nothing very private will be reveal here...

Okay, think it's time to continue my PA. Arghh!! Need to strike that 15 marks for graphs and some marks from structure... All the best!

Ironically, the people you meet by accident are often the ones who become an important part of your life.

~munyew~

No title

Dunnno what title to put for this post. Just wanna express something that I don't want to express in social media. Maybe they thinking I'm those attention seeker. Or just lying about myself . Or maybe I'm those attention seeker guy? Trying to get much attention from people? Maybe people don't give a damn about your presence so don't bother to attract attention from people as though they will care.

知道了一些事情，可以刻意裝作不知道嗎？
我不知道，也不知道我該不該知道。
面對？我根本不清楚我本身想幹嘛。
問了不該問的，
知道了不該知的，
現在不知該做出什麼決定。
順其自然吧？

已經在考試中了，
感覺不像是在考試那樣，
明明有一個月時間準備，
偏偏就是到等到大考前兩三天，
才開始翻開書，
臨時抱佛腳。
佛，您應該累了吧？
每次考試都抱著您的腳～
成績？
每次都不看好，
不是因為我不聰明，
而是看見每個人那麼努力，
感覺自己好像輸了一大截，
努力與聰明，
往往都是努力的一方獲勝的。

還有一個禮拜，
我的考試就正式結束了！
然後會跟一班朋友癲一輪，
然後呢～
還不懂。
找工做？
不知該找啥的工。
感覺我好像跟世界脫節了。
別人什麼都懂，
我就什麼就懵懵的。

想寫更多的，
但忘了要寫啥，
如果人腦像一台電腦多好，
我想什麼，
就寫下什麼，
那該多好。

I think that's all for now. Thinking of changing blog link now. Should I?

If I want to tell you, I will tell. No point forcing me to tell when I don't feel like sharing.

~munyew~

STPM 3rd Sem

Another short updates. It has been two months since I have another post....

STPM is already going on, yet my study mood still can't switch on. Haiz~
Anyway I will do my best and work for the best result. Just my PA. hopefully I have done enough for my third sem and won't have to resit again...

Will have more updates after STPM.. Stay tuned~

~munyew~