Trials

Exam.. Really stress me out.. As usual.. I always did my studies in last minutes.. Haiz.. Not really expecting a good result for a certain subjects such as Biology, History and so on.. Really done super bad in those exam.. No idea what I've written there.. Mostly CRAP I think.. If I really can get an A.. WOW! That's GOD bless.. Maybe teacher simply mark my paper.. I dunno.. @.@

Anyway, I do expect some of my subjects to score well.. Account, Maths, Add Maths... Well.. I do really hope I can score full mark for Maths. or even Add Maths.. I WANNA GET THE HARI ANUGERAH!! I cant lose my maths to Keng Mun or Wei Bing... I cant lose my add maths to Jan Yang or Boey!! GRR!! I WANNA GET BACK MY CROWN!! For your information, I never get the highest in neither of these subjects.. Except Account.. The only subject I'm proud of and have score well all the time.. Grr.. Let's see what I get in the next week..

~munyew~

Lazy again

Well, anything related to Mr Chong Mun Yew is always been LAZY, LAZY and LAZY! IM SOOOO LAZY!! Wanted to blog but somehow in the end ended up doing some other things. Feel so lazy to type out all the things although I have a lot to say in my mind~ Anyway, I guess this post wouldn't be long again~

Am I a hating figure to everyone? I think so~ I feel that many people who hates me or dun like me.. Just dunno why.. Maybe they are acting in front of me or maybe just pretend that they don't angry of me.. Why am I feeling such way? Hate me if you want~ I wouldn't mind.. Just let me know~ And I won't bother you again anymore..

Gonna step down from my post soon~ Am I missing the post? YES I AM!! Maybe I'm just too used to it to be in my schedule. Nevertheless I hope that the next board whoever succeed my place can do a better job than me.. I admit I did the worst job~ =(

That's all I think.. There are some thing I wanna say.. But I rather keep it in my heart~ Haiz..

~munyew~

Welcome July

Sorry for not updating my blog lately.. Always want to update but lazy to type out.. And I dun think I will post about our librarian camp at Perting Valley. Almost forget what had happened at the time already.. Sorry readers.. This post will yet be another place for me to vomit out all my emotional feeling and thoughts.

Yeah.. Yet another disappointment for me. The class ranking has come out. From 4th place slipped to 5th place. Expected for me.. Did so badly in my exams. Haiz~ What to do.. I'm losing interest in studying.. Grr.. HATE STUDY!! I HATE SCIENCE SUBJECTS! Yet, I could score well in science subjects if I seriously work hard on it. Study it properly..I may be another top students. Yet. I know that I'm not that type of students, who would spent most of his time on studies. I enjoy playing around and mixing around. I hate staying in a room and face those piles of books. Books~ People thought I'm those kind of people who rad a lot of books. Well, they are wrong. The only storybook or novel that I had complete reading is Harry Potter the series. Yeah. Childish people would say me, only Harry Potter, a book read by those primary school students. SO what? Can't I read that too?

I love the girl that does not like me. Haiz~ As always. I know all the weaknesses I have.. I am boring. I am stupid. I am useless. I am not handsome as the other guys. I does not have those flirty skills or sweet words to  make you all sweet. Yeah. I am the kind of person. So what? I can't just change myself. And I keep blaming myself, keep falling in love with those girls, who will not like me back. I know all of their boys, in someway.. Although I thought I may be the better one, yet another disappointment moment. Nevermind. I have to constantly remind myself. Never let my feeling to wander around again. Please~ Mun Yew. Keep your feeling. Don't let it so obvious that I have a crush on someone.

Okay. Enough for today. I'm tired. Mentally and physically.. I wander why am I so exhausted.. =/

~munyew~

Happy Birthday to ME~

Yea~ Happy Birthday to me~ Facebook wishes flooding in.. Well.. THX ALL MY FRIENDS!! Appreciate that~ XD

The first wish was from my junior, Su-Shi. Then Facebook first wish from Zhen Yang, Twitter first wish was from Chuen Chien.. Well. Thx to all of you~ XD

Feel like blogging and not blogging at the same time.. Haiz~ Received some bad news before my birthday~ =(. Fine then. I will try to get to it.. Well, I'm TRYING~ Okay.. That's it.. The END!

~munyew~

No Eyes See

Not in the mood of blogging about my Perting Valley camp trip. Sorry ya my dear readers. I seriously have some problems with myself. I barely can recognise myself again. WOW! That's serious. I'm not lying.. Seriously.. I think I have some kind of mental illness. Keep on imagining things that will never ever happened in my life. She will never be mine.. FACE THE TRUTH!! Grr.. I may have guessed wrongly this time.. Bad timing.. I thought she is mine in some time but somehow lately I realised, all of these thought changed, I think there is another guy in her mind. Yeah. How sad it is. I hate this feeling. Seriously. So far until now, all the girls that I like have their own boy already. Haiz~ Face the truth la. No one will ever like you MUN YEW! WAKE UP!! You've been dreaming for such a long long long time.. WAKE UP!!

Okay. Done teling story of my own. Now for the results part. Yeah! Results are dropping like a roller coaster. In  a blink of eyes, almost all the subject marks have been taken back. I can said that was one of the worst examinations that I ever HAD!! Add maths, used to be my subject, turned out now be dropping like mad. People overtake me. Not the highest or the unbeatable anymore. Haiz~ And also maths, no more highest. Lose so many marks. Yeah. That's what I am. SUCK!! Biology~ not my favourite subject. Getting A-. I guess teacher is disappointed on me, who was used to be top in Biology last year. The worst result I ever get is Chinese. B+. Chinese. Haiz~ Only 56 marks. But at least I have improved by 2marks. Should I be happy for that actually? O.o

~munyew~

Back!!

Finally I'm back from Perting Valley Camp... Home Sweet Home!! XD.

Not feeling like posting a long long post. Just a short post. Informing IM BACK TO KL! Teehee! So the camp. I can't say it's totally fun.. Quite boring as well. Don't wanna explain much here. Maybe my next post is about this. =). Also. My phone spoilt during the camp. Just dunno why. It just gone off~ Poof~ Gone~ Can't function anymore. DAMN! Luckily I brought my old phone. And now I'm forced to use that wifi-less phone. No more mobile internet for me for a few days I think. ='(

Anyway. Glad to be back! Homework totally not done at all! Didn't go for Jolin Tsai concert duty. I also wondered why I refuse to go.. Tired? Homework? Haiz~

~munyew~

Leaving~

Yea.. Will be leaving for camp soon~ This is be the last post before I leave I guess. HAHA! And I MADE IT! I woke up early! WOW~ I barely sleep for around 4hours only. Hmm. Guess I will sleep in the bus later~ Guys.. Please dun take my handsome photos while I sleep ya~ Thank. XD

So.. Camp is here now. What I have expected? Well, not much really since Form6 announcing they are not going due to some advices on them. Haiz. Too bad. The camp definitely will be less fun somehow I think~ Only guys go~ GAY! That's what I can said. Expected those to go but it didn't. I feel disappointed actually somehow~ Nevermind. Forget about it. Hope I can have much fun time at there with those GAY LOU~ HAHA!! 

Anyway, this is my first librarian camp~ Hope it'll be fun. I heard they have a lot of crazy time during the last camp they had, 3 years ago I guess. That time I was Form2, still haven't join the librarian board, so I missed the chance to crazy with them actually. Nevermind, I do really hope this camp will be a success. Well, there are a lot of people not going actually. Already Form6 librarians are not going, then still got some culprits who, think this camp is up for nothing good, try to escape this camp. Seriously, I wonder what they are thinking. Are studies so important? It's just a camp after all. It will help you pretty much in your development. You get to take a break off from facing those stupid boring reference book and away from the pressure of parents.. Haiz. I feel so pity for this generation of children actually. Studies is like everything. Well, no doubt studies are important but we should not restrict ourselves from joining other activities. YOU ARE MAKING YOURSELVES LOOK LIKE A TYPICAL TYPICAL NERD YOU KNOW?? Apart from studies, some don't want go for camp is because they don't like the idea of having "camp". What's the problem going to camp actually? You rather facing the computer whole day? What can I said about you all is LIFELESS!!!

突然好想你噢~

哈哈。

好突然呢~

我想我已不知不觉地

走火入魔了

怎么办呢？

我快疯了啦！

突然好想写歌

之前的那首歌

都不是我亲手创作的

是宝韵她自己作词

然后由我来改一改歌词

所以呢

我真得真得很想有一首自己的歌

真正属于我的歌

但首先我需要一首曲子

还是我写了词让别人来作曲呢?

像浩杰那样呢？

我也不知道

看看吧~

其实

我是看了浩杰的歌词

才有这股冲动来作词

他的词

很美

希望有人会帮他作出一首好听的曲子吧~

好想听他的歌呢

听听他唱出自己呕心沥血的作品

应该很有意思吧。

生日就快到了

突然没有那心情

要来庆祝生日

我怎么啦？

我也不晓得

礼物

不想别人送给我

好不想收礼物喔今年！

唉~

我想我真的是傻了吧~

功课还没做完

报告还没写

Project都还没开始做

课业都没温习

这假期我都在干嘛啦？

懒到~

我都没眼看了咯~

唉~

肯定完成不了功课

所以

开学那时候

我应该是等着被骂的那一位吧~

管它了啦

不做就不做！

放弃了~ 

~munyew~

Leaving for Camp

Will be leaving for camp later today in the morning! GOSH! Why am I still here? HAHA! Just now was busy packing my things until dunno what time. =( Anyway.. This will be just a very very short post.. Just before I go to sleep.

Packed like mad just now Kept on thinking there are things I have havent pack but dunno what is that thing.. Haiz. Fail la me~ Actually I already packed many unnecessary things to camp. Well, more than 6pairs of clothes, 2 pairs of shoes, 1 pair of slippers, tissue papers, chargers, camera, homework, handkerchiefs, toothbrush, toothpaste and etc etc. Seriously I think I'm the only one who pack so many things. HAHA!

Okay.. Time to off~ See if I morning will on computer again and write a new post. Wish I will have a nice time there. Best of luck. Okay, I will miss you~ I know you do too! =)

~munyew~

4 Star Gathering

4 Star Gathering. Well. I really have a high expectation on today's performance but somehow it disappoint me now.. Okay. I'm not trying to influence you that it's not great. This is what I feel and what I think about this time event. Sorry, but I have to say that. THIS YEAR 4STAR ISN'T AS GREAT AS LAST YEAR'S! SERIOUSLY..

Last year, although we didn't have much support and always facing many troubles or problems, still, we managed to get through it and had a successful event! No doubt attendance weren't that great, but the performance was seriously awesome! Everyone is enjoying and really. Those problems weren't a problem anymore~ At least I think, after that event, everyone was smiling, happy, excited and nobody was unhappy that time I think. Yeah. I miss last year's 4star! The 1st 4star gathering! I miss the time that everyone is busying doing last-minute booklet when we received some rumours that many people are coming to our event although it came out was a false news. I miss the time when I was the 外交 who was afraid to speak to anyone that time. I think I did my job pretty sucks but no one complains. Fortunately. I miss those time we had those practice together although I didn't have any performance. I MISS THOSE TIME!!!

This year, yeah it looked like a success to everyone. However does anyone know what happened behind the scene? Haiz. Dunno how to describe.. Many problems occur but solve unhappily I think. The event started late. Yeah. Late like 1hour+! It started around 11am? WTF? The committee didn't take it into consideration. Last year we also started our event late however we planned to start around 8.30.. So if late also around 9.30am+.. After last year lesson they should learn to be clever however they don't. Summore start at 9.30am!! Imagine that.. So because of that, Hao Jie had to sacrifice his solo sing. Later they found out not enough time and cut off Pei Ling's solo too. Fine then. At least Nicholas who have planned for a surprise still can go on as Pei Ling and Hao Jie's duet didn't cut. Later, just within a minute, their duet cut TOO! So, Pei Ling, who have sacrificed so lot for 4 Star doesn't even get the chance to sing a song, her wish~ Haiz.. And Nicholas too. Surprise gone~

Haiz. Okay. Done complaining.. Anyway.. Still congratulates to those committee who have tried their hard to make this event successful. I guess I heard You Soon cried when yesterday's rehearsal. Or have I heard it wrong? Nevermind. I really like the person from the piano+violin! AMAZING! AWESOME!! XD! Really LOVE IT!! The mash-up song is simply perfect! And the 4star sketch! Luckily I watched it yesterday! WOW! Really laugh till my stomach can burst actually.. BULU BULU!! HAHAHA! Damn gay weih! XP! And St John sketch not bad too. "钓鸡"(read it in Cantonese). Walau. They pro leh! HAHA! And I miss Kai Jian's singing part! I WANT TO SEE HIM "PO YIN"!! HAHA! So bad leh me.. =P. And those 摇篮手.. Their songs are just nice for me.. A bit blue blue~ Country type.. XD! Too bad most of them don't like it.

This year is the last year for 4star.. Next year will be 5 star! Hope next year performance, food and beverage, seats as well as services can be 5 star too! Hopefully~

Watched Kungfu Panda 2 too!! AWESOME! I like the baby panda PAO! CUTE!! ♥ The movie really nice.. Got one part really nearly make me cry actually. Too bad no tears out as usual.. HAHA! I WANT WATCH TRANSFORMER 3 AND HARRY POTTER 7 part 2 SO BADLY! GRR!!!

~munyew~

Amazing Race

Yeah. Worn out today.. Totally. So long didn't have some exercise for me. My last exercise.. hmm. WOW! Was ONE MONTH AGO! Exam week, made us can't have PJK, my only time to exercise. Well, today is a great day. Having so much fun. Thanks for Bao Yun who asked me to go, and thank for Kar Jun and Yee Zhe, who agreed to come along. Well, it made my day! And thank to our marshal, Yien Yue, for explaining those stuffs to us. XD.

Almost walk the whole KL today. Kept changing train. Well, I think today I made a record, sitting LRT, Putra train and Monorail in the same day! WOW! That's sounds crazy right? HAHA! From Sungai Wang sat Monorail to Titiwangsa then from Titiwangsa changed to LRT went to Sultan Ismail and from Sultan Ismail sat LRT to Masjid Jamek and from Masjid Jamek changed to Putra LRT went to Dang Wangi and finally sat back to Dang Wangi again. WOW! Complicated routine. HAHA!

To make it simple, the routine just be like that:
Monorail  : Bukit Bintang -> Titiwangsa
LRT         : Titiwangsa -> Sultan Ismail -> Masjid Jamek
Putra LRT: Masjid Jamek -> Dang Wangi -> Masjid Jamek

WOW! Isn't that crazy? I think those staffs on duty at the counter would probably think:"What the hell are these kids doing? SO MANY OF THEM TAKING TO THE SAME STATION!" Anyway. I bet they sure earn a lot today. So many of us taking train. I think got around 800+ people in the race. Imagine how much they already earn today. Hmm..

I feel so sorry for my teammate. Dragging their time from the start of the race. Taking them to the wrong place. Well, I could not expect those mistakes from me. Hmm. Maybe because of that we already announce "bye bye" to the top place in the race. Winning a prize is merely a dream. Sungai Wang, a long time I haven't been there already. My last visit was around, two or three months ago? Or was it longer? I have no idea. Anyway. We get most of the answers correct there. So congratulation! Then proceed to Sultan Ismail. At Chung Kwok Primary School if I'm not mistaken. Well, lost a lot of marks there when answering questions. Well, I only get one answer correct cause I only answer one question. Dreaming there. Other questions answered by mostly Kar Jun. Well, I can said it's all silly mistakes. But can't blame him, he had already done his best. Well, at least better then me I thought. Then to the last station to play, at the dunno what hill there. Have to climb all the way up. WOW! Really test our stamina. Hmm. I think I have done my best here to score points. At least I'm the only one in my group to have place the can successfully on the place everytime. Proud of myself. HEHE! But still, we could not get maximum points. I would not blame my members. They had done their best already. So, after that we headed back to Masjid Jamek station and went to our final pit-stop. Well, looking at the number of people there, we knew we already out of the list to receive awards. Nevermind, a great experience I have today. Appreciate that.

Totally worn out. Have a long nap at night. Well, 1st time in the holiday. HAHAHA! Well, a big thanks to Su-Shi also, for trying to wake me up today. HAHA! THANK YOU for making this pig wake up. =)

~munyew~

BORING!

Yea. No doubt it's holiday now.. But.. I still feel bored.. SUPER BORED!! SIEN AH!!! Someone please take me out!! Argh!! I wish I could drive now. Too bad, my birthday haven't come yet and I cant learn to drive yet.. Dad said after SPM. So.. HAIZ...

Maple.. These few days I have been mapling. Well, at first it's quite exciting.. But now, I feel bored d. Dunno why. Maybe I'm not born to play online games. I find online games bored. Most of my class friends like to play online games, like Dota. But, me? Yeah. I don't even know what is Dota. Dun even know warcraft is actually Dota.. What a failure am I in online games. HAHA! I think the only online games that I played is only Maple. Yeah! ONLY MAPLE! HAHA!

But then.. Maple.. Haiz. The highest level I have achieved is 35. The current level I'm playing now. Last time is just level 33. Bowman. Failure bowman. Up wrong skill. Up wrong stats. Then I gave up hope on that.. HAHA! So fast give up. After that tried to open a new character but still fail~ only level 10+. Yeah. Fail~ Now, got some infuence by friends. Start to play but then still~ It doesn't attract me. Is that a good news? LOL!

Okay, done talking about maple. Well now, addicted to listening songs. WOW! It's just like.. SUDDENLY! Suddenly want to sing along with others. Suddenly want to sing song. HAHA! Although I didn't have a nice vocal, yeah. My voice sucks. But I still wanna sing! Please forgive me.. HAHA! Especially my family members. I will just suddenly sing. HAHAHAHAHA! 走火入魔~ (the current song playing) =)

I think no one would ever know this blog already changed the link. NO ONE CARES actually.. My blog isn't interesting. So I won't bother to like "HEY! MY BLOG LINK HAVE CHANGED!! PLEASE COME AND VISIT!! AND REMEMBER LEAVE SOME COMMENTS YA~".. HAHA! Sounds like a despo.. Yeah.. I wont do that. So don't bother to give link. Dont bother to change the link in Facebook there.. =)

~munyew~

清醒了

我也该清醒了~

醒来呀汶耀！

你再不醒来就要掰掰了咯！

了解了

搞清楚了

明白了

不再模模糊糊了

该想清楚自己想要什么

不要什么

黑暗

好恐怖

每个人都怕黑暗

但是

在黑暗中

总会有一道光

一道微弱的光

仿佛在说着：

“出口就在这儿

快来啊~”

那道光

不会无端端就出现在那儿

那道光的背后

有个人

正努力地不让我们走错方向

让我们走向成功的路

而不是走上个不归路

如果你走运的话

那个人

有可能就是你一直想找的人

能够和你同甘共苦

能够和你长相厮守
能够和你一起奋斗

我试过在黑暗中
寻找这一道光
很不幸
我失败了
伸手不见五指的
走出了那黑暗
那时
我多么想有个手电筒
至少能看清
前路的障碍
不用跌跌撞撞的
唉~

昨天
帮了淑子庆祝生日
那一天
应该是我这一年来过得最开心的吧~
哈哈
很享受那一天
每个人都HIGH了起来
就连平时有点真经的俊敏
也开了金口
唱了好多歌噢~
那天最HIGH的
莫过于家俊了
唱到傻了
没停过
我们都封他为K歌王呢~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
这一天
我永远不会忘记
肯定是我日历上的一颗星
 XD

我突然好想知道
他们究竟说了什么
我好好奇
好想知道每一个细节
好想听她说出口
啊！！！
我想我疯了吧？
肯定是！
好啦!
这是不可能的事！
别再想了！
停！！！

六月要来了
六月十九（父亲节）要来了
六月二十要来了
好期待~
希望有惊喜吧~

~munyew~

考试~

考试~

对我来说

已不再重要了

我已彻底地对这次的考试感到失望透了

没做温习

没做练习

没在读书

没在听课

什么都没做

哇塞~ 我现在才知道自己是多么的失败啊！

算了吧

这次的考试

唉~

我都不想理了

连我最拿手的数学

也一直退步

就连老师都说：

“Mun Yew, kenapa kali ini maths banyak turun ah? Tak study ke? ”

证明我有多么的失败啊~

我，

再也不是数学高手了

今年

我从未拿过数学最高分

就连高级数学也输给别人

唉~ 

我。。

总是在别人面前开起玩笑

总是笑着面对别人的问题

总是叫别人别对自己灰心

总是都以笑容来回答问题

总是叫别人别对自己放弃

其实

有谁知道呢？

这都是我在人前的那一面

总是带着假面具做人

总假装自己过得很好

总是努力的在掩饰着自己

在背后

其实

有谁能了解

我真正的感觉呢？

好想找个真的了解我的人有这么难吗？

连黄小琥都能“终于找到聊得来的伴”

我啊？

还没能找到值得我相信的人

还说什么找个能了解我的人呢？

唉~

我好像

变了另一个人

一个就连自己也觉得陌生的人

上星期

我不知道为什么

好像傻了

做了些我平常根本不会做的事

我也在问我自己

我到底怎么啦?

我到底在干嘛啊？

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~~

最近

我的junior生日。。

我真的没想到

我竟然会写错她的名

尴尬死了

礼物也写错名

我到底怎么啦？

我在想些什么啦？

希望她不介意呢~

近来每天都下雨

雨天

让我想起了

有人正在努力读书

她说她喜欢在雨天读书

雨天对她而言

是个理想环境来读书

雨天

让我想起了

这时有人在哭泣

她喜欢在雨中哭泣

因为别人不会看到

其实是她的泪在流

雨天

每颗雨滴

代表着

上天对人类的失望

每颗雨滴

代表着

人类对这世界所带来的伤害

上天在哭泣

他在抱怨

为制造出一班自私的人类

感叹啊~

~munyew~

Lazy

Feel so lazy to update this blog. Feel lazy to update my wordpress blog. Feel lazy to study. Feel lazy to EVEN EXAM! WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? Haiz.

I'm the type of person. which I can give some good advice to one but then would never ask myself to do that. This is Chong Mun Yew. A guy who lacks of confidence, lacks of faith, not trustworthy anymore. I'm not the kind of guy, who would easily pick up his confidence again once it drops. Well, that's the end. FULLSTOP!

Okay.. Lazy to continue this post anymore, show that I'm LAZY? =O

~munyew~

Happy Mother's DAY!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Happy Mothers' Day to all the mothers in the world! Best wishes from me to all of you. Hope you have a great day with your children in this lovely wonderful Sunday. =)

Happy Mothers' Day to my mum too. ='(. Again. I can't celebrate Mothers' Day with you. No matter what, yea, I will be wishing you here. Hope you can receive my greets from the another world. XD, And to my grandma, yea, you are not celebrating it alone. My mum is with you. So Happy Mothers' Day to you too! XD

好乱

应该从何说起呢？

其实我也搞不懂了。

我到底在这世上搞什么了？

我心真的开始乱了。

我是我吗？

慢慢地

我开始搞乱我和身边朋友的关系了，

我开始感觉乱了，

可能在发育期吧，

我的心好像被人控制了，

由不得我来做决定

感情这方面的东西，

最为复杂！

我以为我当她们都是我的朋友，

但最近我发觉我错了。

而且是很错！

我搞砸了。

我发觉

我的心

已被某人悄悄地偷走了。

应该是吧

我也不清楚了。

只是觉得

心里有块空缺

很空虚

唉～

我很需要一个答案，

一个能让我信服的答案。

我已开始乱了，

我不再是那个稳定的人了

现在我给人的印象是

我看很差吧？

其实

我喜欢她吗？

这感觉对吗？

还是我一厢情愿的想法？

还是我在胡思乱想啊？

我爱的人

不是我的爱人

这句话真贴切

她有了喜欢的对象

但那人永远不会是我

我知道

但我还傻傻的

我是撞坏了我脑袋吧？

知道了又怎么样？

我又能做些什么呢？

我会好过一点吗？

我也不知道

其实

我喜欢上的人

永远都不喜欢我

她们

往往都有自己喜爱的对象了

而我呢

算是她们倾诉的对象吧我猜～

唉～

算了吧

我看我还是放弃吧

我不想再理这些无谓的东西了

累了

都快垮了

好了

讲了一大堆废话

该听了

你们都厌了吧？

好～

答应自己

不会在理这些东西了

专心读书吧～

考取好成绩

这是目前我应该做的事吧？

SPM~

答应过自己要考好成绩

我没指望过我会拿全A+

但至少都全A吧～

希望吧。。。

~munyew~

Sad News

Yeah. Received a shock news today before going to tuition. My grandma had passed away. =’(. Stunned when heard that news. No tears but I really don’t have the mood to study or do what ever thing.

Yea. She passed away. What can I do? It makes me remember that day my mum passed away too. Not heartbreak. Just that the world are not in our control. God has made his own decision whether the person’s lifespan. Just like my mum, a nice person you would ever find, who will ever imagine she will have the tumour in her brain that lead to her death? =(

Anyway, what can I do now, is to wish her. “Go and have a happy life in another world. We will take care ourselves. NO WORRIES! Find ah gong and mum. You won’t be alone”

My last photo with my grandma.. =(

Grandma and us

Well, I have been spending lotsa time updating my wordpress blog until I abandon my blogger. SORRY! I need to do a better wordpress blog because it is my IT project marks! =(. I really put quite a lot of effort to make my wordpress blog looks nice. Seriously. I love my background photos... HEHE! But then the theme not really that nice, but still okay I guess. And I wonder why cant I add music to wordpress? My last puzzle to complete my blog.

~munyew~

Month of April

Month of April, busy month for me. I have created a record - I HAVE NOT ON MY COMPUTER FOR 3 WEEKS! WOW! What an impressive record for me. The first ever time I had done that in my life. LOL! Busy copying homework, can't even finished copying. LOL! I'm such a LAZY fellow! Many people do not believe that I'm such a lazy person, well, then it's up to you then how you judge me. Basically the truth is "IM THE LAZIEST PERSON IN MBS"!!

Got dengue last month. WOW! It's like. I have it again? Haiz. Admitted to hospital for 3-4days. Luckily my platelets level didn't drop until the minimum level, if not I will be in a serious trouble again. Camping in MBS! That's why I get the dengue! ISH! Blame the St John Camp!!! And maybe because of this case, I can sense that there are quite a number of friends who care for me. Well, seriously, I could not believe it that almost the whole school also know that I have dengue. I only tell one of my friends. Then, it spread like mad. WOW! My librarian friends, my classmates and many many more. Thank for all your concerns. Really appreciate it.

CBD, I can only say it's just okay. This year, so many unhappy events happened. I SWEAR I NEVER TRUST THEM AGAIN! REALLY! Just see me there helping out and don't want to lend out their hand. Okay. Really need to control my anger. It's a sin to talk bad about other people! STOP MUN YEW! KEEP IT TO YOUR HEART!!! GRR!!

Met some friends during CBD. Well, so sorry that I didn't join you all have fun in there. PAISEH! I wanted to join but I just couldn't. Wonder why. Nevertheless, managed take some photos with them. Only a few. I realised that I have only such little photos during CBD. Luckily I'm not the centre of attention? HEHE!

Performance. I guess many girls have fall for eng kein's voice. But him la paiseh. HAHA! We form 5 fella decide to carry him up! WOOTS! What a nice experience! HAHA! ENG KEIN! GOOD JOB! And Joel too! Hehe! and last but not least the performance by Bao Yun. Well, nice singing from her. Get a bouquet of rose from the head of CBD! Appreciation for her hard work during CBD. She really sacrifices a lot and well, she deserved to get a big round of applause from all of us!!

Well, mixed feeling cross in my heart. Wonder why is it happening to me. I REALLY DUN LIKE IT! Grr.. Guess I need to learn to control my feelings more. I realise that lately my feeling really, well, out of my control like never happened before in my life. MUN YEW! Learn to give up!

Okay. Look forward another update from me perhaps?

~munyew~

Hate myself

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING IN THIS WORLD? Grr.. Frustrated. Not in my usual mood in this month. I wonder why. I get too emotional over a small matter. Is it? Haiz. CHONG MUN YEW. A familiar yet unfamiliar name to me. 

Been listening to many problems from various friends. I have been wondered, why have they met so much troubles? Nevermind, as a friend, what I have to do is just basically sit down there to listen, or maybe sometime just offer some help. Well, I wonder too, why am I offering help to them when  I have not even solve my problems yet. GRR! What a good friend I am.. -.-! 

A short post. Not really in the mood to update my blog. BYE~

~munyew~

My february

28th of Feb.. wow! It's had been a long time since my last post.. miss my blog life.. haiz.. however lately, really have no mood or the days after Chinese New Year I have no mood to either have a post on my blog. Really have no idea why....

Done badly in exams. I know. Don't remind me again. I know I ruined my exams. Haiz. But seriously, I DON'T REALLY CARE HOW WILL MY RESULT BE THIS TIME.. Disappointed in someway. People just don't believe in what I am saying. I REALLY DIDN'T STUDY IN CERTAIN SUBJECTS! And guess what, they said I'm lying and they thought I answered my questions with full confidence. YOU ARE WRONG DUDE! All the answers I just have a shot! And I checked the book and most of them are wrong! SERVE YOU RIGHT! If you happened to copy mine! This is the consequences of not believing in me. If I'd study I will tell the truth but now the truth is I really didn't study! Haiz.

So how am I now? Not in my usual mood. I even wondered, what had happened to me? I'm trying to figure out the missing piece in my heart that made me feel complete again. Is there a missing puzzle in my heart? I even doubt it.

BM essays exam.. I can't believe teacher can figure out that half of my essays are true story. I have to admit, I can't think of a way to say it's not a true story.. Mother passed away... Family not rich.. All these are my problems. Haiz. I suddenly miss my mum. Think of her.. Wonder how is she doing right now? Hope she is all fine.. Listening to Ding Dang's "Yi Ban".. It really touches my heart.. Really LOVE this song. Although many people doesn't like this song, I still think that it's a great song..



I think that's all for today.. Really feeling much more better at this time.. I guess.. Haiz..

~munyew~

Third day of schooling

Well, today is the third day of schooling. Nothing really changes much. Thought. I still feel the same way. Well, today is Wednesday, supposed to have Chapel period. But after we have prepared everything, suddenly we last minute only know that the chapel period is canceled. WTH.. The prefects didn't tell us earlier. And Jan Yang gets so frustrated. HAHA! He set up all the things. Anyway. Today, well, to be honest, THE 1st TIME I SLEPT IN CLASS!! Three consecutive periods. WOW! I can't believe I could sleep that long. 1st time in this year. HAHA! I hope no more next time? Hopefully.

Well, my hope to score an 'A' in Chinese is getting brighter. Cause SHE is not teaching anymore in Form 5.  Fortunately... And we got Pn CHONG to teach us. Experienced teacher. I like the way she conducted the class. So lively. Not so boring as compared to last year's. HAHA! Seriously, I like her class very much. And I got the enthusiasm to learn in the Chinese class this year. WOW~ Miracle?

Not really much thing to share about this time. After school, we have a small meeting about the Chinese Cultural Society. So many things are debated and the members, well, to be precise is those Committee Members are not really giving full cooperation, making the President get so angry for that. And they still can joke! HAHA! I'm one of them too. HAHA! Well, hope this year the society can run well.. =)

"The end. Close chapter"

~munyew~

2nd Day

Second day of schooling, nothing improved much. Still the same BORING DAY! Haiz. No teachers seem to be interested to teach us today. except for Add Maths. =(. I don't really satisfied with the teacher. I miss my previous one. Why she want to change? Why can't she continue teaching us? I need her back leh. I seriously wonder, can I really survive this time? Guess not. =X.. In the class, so many rules. And all those useless rule and principle. Even homework has to be in a certain style. Troublesome! =/

PJK.. Well, maybe because too long didn't go for exercise for a long time, not really can keep up the pace. =(. Although I'm not that good in sports, I admit it, still. I believe I can become better. EXERCISE!!!! HAHA! And I can't believe myself, I'm ACTUALLY bringing my "new moon" to school to read! HAHA! And I really did read it. WOW! Miracle. Really, I still could not believe it. Maybe I've started to change? Be a bookworm? HAHA! Joking.

Well, tuition just now. And as usual, scolding here and there. I've got used of it. HAHA! But looking people being scolded I still feel quite bad. =(. Hope one day there will be a peace class. Hopefully...



"I'd hope the day never come"

~munyew~

First Day of Schooling

Well, first day of schooling.. YES! Everybody is happy as they get to meet back their "old" friends, school mates and our beloved teachers. HAHAHA! Well, the last one not that true. Monday, always starts off with the assembly. As usual, all the craps are told again once more, and the PMR result was described as historical best average grade marks despite almost all the percentage has dropped. Luckily our batch still holds the record! HAHA! I still remember last year, our batch almost break all the PMR records in the school. "ASTOUNDING".. That's what the principal said that time. Well, school rules changed. So many changes are made. Guess no more cheating in the exams le, if not.... hehehe, out you go! =(

First day, as usual is boring. No teachers have even started their lesson. Ended up whole day chit-chatting, and read books. LOL! That's what the first day, BORING! =(. Haiz. Shocked when knew some teachers are actually going to teach our class. URGHH! Better not post it her.. *sensitive issue*. HAIZ. Even one of my favourite subjects, HAIZ... =X

What to hope more? The schooling day isn't as boring anymore. Hope to do well in exams. Hope to cooperate well with teachers. Hope can handle my committee well. Hope I will be more responsible towards my clubs and societies. =). Hope I can enjoy this fortunate year?

"Think before a decision is made. Especially those BIG decision"

~munyew~

Finally.. the END

Haiz. Finally. The end for the school holidays. Tomorrow, or should I say later today in the morning, 3rd of January 2011, the FIRST schooling day in year 2011, as known as my SPM year. GRR!!! I just hope tomorrow will never come. But now, it's too late. It is already here. Time to pack up my feeling, time to change my study time, time to face the cruelty of reality, time to face my damn-it SPM year. Haiz...

Why this time holiday is so short? HAIZ. I want MORE!!! Maybe I'm afraid of SPM? Need more holiday.. =(. Seriously, I didn't do any revision AT ALL in this holiday. I'M SO DEAD!!!! =/ Guess this time I have to work extra hard to revise back my Form 4 stuffs. =X . My friends have all done their revision I guessed. Just me, THE LAZY BUM! The laziest I think.

School reopens. It used to be happy time cause we can see back our schoolmates that we miss in the school holiday. But this year, haiz, SPM stress. I NEED TO GET RID OF IT!! KEEP telling myself SPM is still far, which made me have more time to prepare myself, but it also giving me excuse to not do revision yet. HAIZ. Hard to change my style of life. =X .

Have I ever think, what possibly can I achieve this year? I doubt it this time. I don't think I can do it anymore. No more miracle, no more magic, no more power in me. I'm such a coward, maybe? =(. Just hope another year of miracle for me.

Start to read "New Moon" lately. HAHA! Since I've finished reading my "Twilight". Hmm. I just hope I would finish reading it this year. Hopefully. =). And I hope I can read more novels! Must start to plant this reading habit  in me. Wanna be a good boy. XD

"Miracles in life."

~munyew~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

Well, 2nd of January is my elder sister, Yeen Hoong's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!! Have a blast! HAHA! Posted two birthday wishes on her Facebook's wall. Hmm. Should I post more and spam her wall? HAHA! Joking. =). Anyway, hope today will be the best day for you. XD

Sometimes I really wonder, who am I? Seriously, I doubt it. Have I been a good person? Or am I a villain in your life? Or am I just a passer-by? Or even am I just a normal social network friend all of you have met? Haiz. Too much thoughts in my head. Can't really get rid of it. A brand new year of 2011, a brand new of problems in my life. Also, a brand new of solutions I need to figure out to solve all these nonsense. Whatever...

Life is a challenge. Some people can't take the challenge and decides not to try to overcome it. That's why we can see a lot people was wandering around, making complaints and refuse to move on. HAIZ. Do I have the power or energy to continue? Well, I think it is more positive than negative. We don't live for people. We live for ourselves. Some people just couldn't understand that. =(. Well, I'm also trying to live for myself too. Trying to ignore it. Is it a better solution? Guess I'll try my best. Let's hope for the best. =)

"It doesn't worth it!"

~munyew~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

5, 4, 3, 2, 1..... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =) Happy new year guys. 2010 has already gone. 2011 is here already. Hmm. Well. A New Year, A New Hope, A New Environment, A New Target, A Brand New Day.. AND A BRAND NEW OF CHONG MUN YEW TOO! =) .. Perhaps.. =S

Well, I'm still on my EL project. Received Thomas's project. Another different project. HAIZ.. DIE!! I don't know which to follow. Urghh!!! Don't care anymore la~ Simply do. I DON'T CARE LE!!! Just copy from notes. =). Hmm. Hope I won't so fast get the "mighty arm" as my new year gift la. =D

Get two new book shelves yesterday. My aunt brought it from nowhere. HAIZ. And because of this, we get scolded cause our room has so many "rubbish" we haven't clear? Haiz. Why bring new book shelves? Now I have to start to reorganise the things in my room again. GRR!!!!

So now, in the year 2011, what should I do? What should I continue or not continue to do? What principle should I hold? Which friends are best to me? @.@. Hope everything go well this year bah. =). This year fireworks is very nice. Nicer than I've expected. XD. So I wonder, is that represent a good year for me? I miss my 2010. Although many disappointment and misjudgment by me happened this year, I still think that my year 2010 is awesome! =). I love my 2010. I suddenly think of "Back to December" song sang by Taylor Swift. Can I still go back to December? December of 2010 is the best month of the year 2010 for me. I miss my December. =(.

And one thing I very curious about. When I saw the number status that wrote by my friend about me, most of them talk about my add maths. EVEN A FORM 2 GUY KNEW MY ADD MATHS GET 100 BEFORE? And some of them also claimed my add maths mark higher than my modern maths mark. CRAZY! WHICH IDIOTS TELL THEM?? Both of my add maths and modern maths mark has been almost the same la!!! STUPID! And the 100 mark I got it on the 1st term, when they just tested us about the first 2 or 3 chapters la!!! WEIRD! I seriously wonder who told them. Don't tell me whole school know about it?! CRAZY!!!

"New Year, New Hope. Look forward, strikes for it. It was never far from you"

~munyew~