My february

28th of Feb.. wow! It's had been a long time since my last post.. miss my blog life.. haiz.. however lately, really have no mood or the days after Chinese New Year I have no mood to either have a post on my blog. Really have no idea why....

Done badly in exams. I know. Don't remind me again. I know I ruined my exams. Haiz. But seriously, I DON'T REALLY CARE HOW WILL MY RESULT BE THIS TIME.. Disappointed in someway. People just don't believe in what I am saying. I REALLY DIDN'T STUDY IN CERTAIN SUBJECTS! And guess what, they said I'm lying and they thought I answered my questions with full confidence. YOU ARE WRONG DUDE! All the answers I just have a shot! And I checked the book and most of them are wrong! SERVE YOU RIGHT! If you happened to copy mine! This is the consequences of not believing in me. If I'd study I will tell the truth but now the truth is I really didn't study! Haiz.

So how am I now? Not in my usual mood. I even wondered, what had happened to me? I'm trying to figure out the missing piece in my heart that made me feel complete again. Is there a missing puzzle in my heart? I even doubt it.

BM essays exam.. I can't believe teacher can figure out that half of my essays are true story. I have to admit, I can't think of a way to say it's not a true story.. Mother passed away... Family not rich.. All these are my problems. Haiz. I suddenly miss my mum. Think of her.. Wonder how is she doing right now? Hope she is all fine.. Listening to Ding Dang's "Yi Ban".. It really touches my heart.. Really LOVE this song. Although many people doesn't like this song, I still think that it's a great song..



I think that's all for today.. Really feeling much more better at this time.. I guess.. Haiz..

~munyew~