Hunger Games

Finally finished reading the third book of the Hunger Games: Mockingjay. Epic ending though. Quite alot of twist and turn. But there are some parts maybe the description too good, I can't quite imagine the scene... Looking forward to the movie now...

~munyew~

Nothing else

Nothing else to say...

I dunno what is in my mind... I just need an answer to unlock all my questions...

答案會出現嗎？
我不知道。。。
因為我從來沒找過答案。。。

Anyway, TODAY is 13TH!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR SWIFT!!! ♥♥♥♥

~munyew~

Worst person

突然覺得自己很假，
戴著個假面具做人。
我還是沒能勇敢的，
誠實地面對自己的問題。

假裝什麼是沒發生過，
假裝我不在意，
假裝我很堅強，
假裝什麼事都不關我事，
假裝一切都是假象，
也把我的感覺隱藏起來～

我這麼假，
根本就不配，
擁有一個人。。。

~munyew~

Hugs

一個真心的擁抱，勝過千言萬語～

~munyew~

BOSL Annual Dinner 2013

Last librarians' annual dinner for me. Mixed feelings... I knew I will miss all of them but in another hand I knew they won't know or remember me. Seniors...

The food this year was better than previous year. Well 4 star hotel, you'll expecting something better than those normal hotel. Anyway I still don't think the services matches... Overall it's still okay ba...

Brought camera yet no photo is taken. Lazy to walk around to take pictures like last time. Well no one even bother to take photo with me though, so yeah, no point taking too... A bit disappointed though.

Watched "Thor" today... Nice movie but perhaps more details. Somehow climax just didn't feel right... And yea, went and visit Zhi Yi in Isetan KLCC. HAHA!

I wonder what am I feeling. Just so weird...

~munyew~

Langkawi and Penang Trip

Finally I had a trip with my friends after like almost 7 years? Well the last time I went out trips with my friends was like in Standard 6 during primary school, that time we had teachers to plan for us for the whole trip, now we ourselves have to settle all the problems ourselves throughout the whole journey.

Day One
Reached KL Sentral bus station around 9am to take bus to LCCT. First time taking Air Asia plane. Well, low cost ride, I wonder why people kept on complaining about the seats, the service etc, until I was in the plane, the seats was relatively small, not really that comfortable. Well, it was supposed to be low cost flight, you can't expect more than that. Before taking off, bought a packet of Famous Amos cookie and guess what, the packet of cookies lasted until the moment I went back home after the trip. HAHA! So reached Langkawi approximately 3.15pm and it was drizzling. We then went to bargain for rental cars and managed to get 3 cars which is an Avanza, Innova and Alza that can fit all of us in. Thought I won't have to be the driver cause we thought we might get a manual car but then they gave us auto cars... So well, I became one of the drivers of the day. I got to drive an Alza. Since it was raining, we can't carry out our initial plan which was went to bird park and then to Eagles square. Everybody just got in car then spending time in the room before getting ourselves out to Eagles square. After that, we went back to our resort and shopping around that area. There was a shopping mall just opposite our resort, and so we just started shopping like nobody else. Chocolate, liquors were those we shopped the most, since it's all duty-free.Well, that was basically the first day. And yea, people spending their night at the beach, drinking, chit-chatting... while me? collecting seashells. :3

Air Asia plane

The Eagle

Night time. It's blur

Big Doraemon Lollipop

Day Two
Woke up early in the morning, only to find out Sue Yee had lost her phone and IC during the night at the beach where some girls got drunk. So we have to fetch her to police station to make police report. So again, our plan was ruined again. So we went to Coco Valley to shop for some duty-free chocolate and some other stuffs again, and we then went to Black Sand Beach to take some photos at there.

Group photos. 21 of us.

Nice view from the beach

We then went to Langkawi Oriental Village, to take cable car to the Sky Bridge, but the Sky Bridge was closed. Anyway we still took the cable car up. Awesome scenery during the journey up the hill. Cool breeze blowing your head when you reached the top. Well, too cooling maybe, the cool wind was so strong. We wanted to take a group photo actually at there and we have to wait for Xian Ming, Yvonne, Pui Wei, Cedric, Wei Hon and Hui Si to come up, later to find out they decided to go down due to the strong wind on the top. At that moment, gosh, WE HAVE STOOD IN THE FREEZING WIND FOR ABOUR HALF AN HOUR AND THEY DON'T INFORM US AND JUST GO DOWN?! 

Before, quite clear view

After, the mist covered almost everything

Later we headed back to our resort, change our outfit and go to the beach..First time ride in a banana boat. It was fun indeed. Awesome experience. We actually managed to hold on the first time before dropping into the sea on their second try to knock us off the boat. One funny moment is that when we were thrown into the sea, I tried to swim forward but I can't. I thought I could not swim at that time and asked for Ben's help. Well in actual case I was actually swimming forward, maybe because I ain't wearing my spectacles, so I can't see anything in front clearly, damn awkward /.\ Perhaps I need to practise swimming again to know the feeling of swimming forward again. At night, went shopping chocolate again. Regretted that I didn't buy much chocolate. Thought I won't have enough money to spend later at Penang. Now think of it, should have buy more chocolate.. Arghh!!! Well, this night was also "special" in a way that I have to sleep between two couples. -_- apparently they wanted to have a night hugging their partners for the last night in Langkawi. Damn awkward to have couples sleeping just beside you, they hugging their partners while me sleeping straight, like a divider to separate two couples away. 

Day Three

Perhaps the busiest day ever. Only 7 of us from the trip which are 3 couples (WH and HS, YS and ZY, PK and SO) Morning supposing to reach our jetty point around 8am but Ying Shuang stomachache halfway the journey to jetty and we had to stop at petrol station to let her finish her business. When we reached jetty point she again had stomachache again and we had to wait her again... At the end, we have our ferry at 10am, reaching Kuala Perlis around 11.15am...

Yatch

view from jetty through ferry window

After that, we walked on foot to the nearest bus station, thought there will have a bus straight go to Butterworth so that we can take ferry straight to Penang, later found out there weren't any bus unless we take bus to Kangar or Alor Setar and then from there change bus go to Butterworth. So we decided to go Alor Setar since nearer to Penang and would be cheaper if go to Butterworth compared to from Kangar. The bus seat is so comfortable, first time sitting on a double decker bus and the upper deck. So nice sleeping there until we reached Alor Setar. Then we changed bus and the bus is so freaking shaky, whole chair was shacking worst than a roller coaster, nevertheless the fact that we're so tired all 7 of us managed to sleep in the bus soundly, miracle. Then reached Butterworth, we took ferry to reach George Town. And after that we walked like a dead zombie until we reached our hotel, Chulia Herritage Hotel. It took almost like 7 hours for us to get from Langkawi to Penang... 

View of Penang Bridge from Ferry

Chulia Herritage Hotel. Elegant 

After resting and dinner, we started our little journey at night, finding van to fetch us the next day then later separated into two teams, one went to Gurney to shopping another walked around. So I joined Thomas and Pui Mun, Zhi Yi and Ying Shuang and Pei Fong to go to temple. There are so many temples around Penang street. We walked quite a distance and reached the temple named 玄母殿.

The upper floor of temple

After that went to eat the famous Tom Yam noodles and Fish Head noodles. Well quite expensive and we argued along the way how they calculated our bill. Confused... First day in Penang was so tiring.

Day Four

Woke up around 7.30am. Went to Kapitan Restaurant to have breakfast. Well nothing special about their mamak. I think somehow same with same standard with KL one. After that we went on foot to search for murals. Well it's not that hard to find though, cause when you see if there are a lot of people surrounding a certain street you know there is one mural there. Some murals:

Minion: Heeyah!

Brother and sister on swing

After a few street arts, we were afraid we might not have time to go for some interesting places, so we headed to Made In Penang Interactive Museum where all 3D arts were there. Looked so real though. 

No partner can't take with it. Photoshop me inside?

Climbing up to catch the Spidey...

 Well, we planned to get a rental van but they said no van. So we then changed our plan again and continue searching for murals to take photos with it.. 

Minions

Peedo Peedo

not real art, they just pasted on it

So many minions

After a while since we can't get a van, we decided to take rapid Penang to the places we wanted to go. So we walked to Komtar where we can know which bus we have to take. Before going to the bus terminal, we tried the Penang famous cendol and the fried koay teow. Not bad... Cendol was nice, at least the nicest that I have tasted so far, the koay teow was okay okay. Maybe too much people ordered she cooked it too fast. Then we took bus to Kek Lok Si and they managed to eat the famous bowl of laksa there too. Too bad I don't eat spicy, so I just watched them eat their laksa. Kek Lok Si, first time being there. Bought some wishing ribbons there and prayed. Then we headed to Penang Hill. Cool breeze there and the night view from there was awesome! There was a fire show there too. I wonder how the girl could effortlessly let the fire played around her. Then finally we went back to Chulia street and had dinner there. There was a Wantan Mee stall that has long queue and was one of the recommended places to eat Wantan Mee there. Not bad though. I admire their teamwork there... The mother cooked the noodles and the son helped put the sauces, cutting the noodles and put ingredients. Ate some other stuffs until full. This night someone sick, and I had to sleep beside a couple, again. LOL

Kek Lok Si

Night view. Camera not good..

The famous Wantan Mee

Day Five

Final day in Penang. Checked out the hotel around 9am and luckily they said they have a luggage room to put luggage if not we have to carry our luggage throughout the whole day until night. Have mixed rice for breakfast. Nice but quite expensive, and they cheated us! Their shop name put economic rice but it's not cheap at all. LOL! Then we said goodbye to Thomas and Pui Mun and we headed to watch dragon boat. Took bus there and the bus was so shacky. When reached our station, we still had to walk for about 20minutes to reach our destination to watch the dragon boat. We spent less than half an hour there, knowing we know nothing about it and nothing interesting and we headed down again. =_= 

Dragon boat. The dragon head so small..

Then we took bus again to go Gurney Plaza for shopping. Thought can buy Tambun biscuit from there but don't have. So Wei Hon asked around and asked his aunty and finally found one shop nearby (well not really nearby) the Gurney, so we don't have to go another end to buy it. Managed to find the shop after asking around. The most frustrating moment was when we wanted to go back. Two buses came and all full with people. Never mind, we decided to walk to the station before us which was not far and when the bus came, not much people inside. Never mind, when we were in the bus and as the bus traveled along, we saw a few famous shops selling tambun biscuits. zzzzzzz. Wasted our energy to search for it. So we know, next time if we wanted to buy or eat, just take the bus, it basically can reach the place we wanted to go. LOL. Back to hotel, having a bath and we kiss goodbye Penang. Took ferry back to Butterworth and then train back to KL. The train not that bad, everyone slept soundly except me as I kept awake for no reasons...

my bed...

Reach KL around 6.30am the next morning. Tired max. I went back home and I think I slept for more than 10hours....

It's indeed a wonderful trip though. Well I think it was not meant for friends but couples trip. Every couples like spending their time together themselves than mixing around much... Somehow I do feel jealous of them. And I do feel awkward when I was being a lightbulb. Indeed it ain't a good feeling. In Langkawi still okay but in room when I have couples sleeping beside me, it just feels strange. And even in Penang, couples walking together, well if Pei Fong wasn't in the trip guess I'll be awkward max, cause all are couples! 4 couples!! Never mind, have to get used to it orelse find another one... haha. in my dreams... =___= Anyway, still enjoy the whole trip, just the fact I forget buy much chocolate~

~munyew~

Back

I'M BACK!

Finally I'm back from my trips Tiring...

Not in the mood to update yet, perhaps tomorrow.

~munyew~

Form 6. The End.

Finally, my Form 6's life has finally come to an end. Full stop.

Last paper was Chemistry Semester 2 resit. Already no mood to study that subject, I found out that if I have read more, study more, spend more time on it I might be able to score an A. Now I think I have wasted my RM50 on it. Just hope for the best....

Tomorrow finally can go to trip. Packing luggage and I don't know what more to put in. Shirts, pants, chargers, shampoo, body wash, toothbrush etc etc. What more to put in? I can't think of it anymore. Just hope I didn't left out something. Hopefully it will be a nice trip.

~munyew~

Back to December

Welcome December.. And back to December..

Today is the first day of December, in a month and it'll be another new year, a year full of mystery to me. Year 2014. What'll happened in that much anticipating year? Perhaps I will still be working at the time being. Getting a girlfriend? It depends on my fate and my courage. But it seems that both are something I'm lacking of. Looking forward to it.

Tomorrow will be the last paper for the whole STPM examinations. Chemistry Semester 2 resit. Got an A- and hope to get an A cause I think I can get the A if I did the acid and basic properties of Group 14 elements better. But now I regret why I decided to sign up for the retake. Not because I think I can't get it because I feel just so lazy now to even study. What a lazy person am I.

Today, we knew a sad news. Paul Walker, 40 was found dead in a car accident. Feel so shocked when I knew about the news. I thought it was a hoax, like the one they spread about Rowan Atkinson that time, but this was true, after confirmation from the right resources. He was such an amazing actor and was vital in the Fast and Furious series. I guess now we will miss him very much, and no one, yes no one can ever replace him to be Brian O'Conner in the Fast and Furious series. Rest in peace. :'(

很多事我真的很想不想知道，
知道了，
煩惱多了，
其實也不知在煩啥，
可能就不懂吧。
秘密，
每個人心中都有個秘密，
有些人選擇和最親的朋友分享，
而有些則選擇把自己關閉起來，
把心扉統統都關上，
戴上假面具，
而我就是其中一位。

也許我已把我的心上了個鎖，
一個連我都不知怎麼開的鎖。
也許我把鑰匙都丟了，
在等著對的人，
把這弄丟了的鑰匙，
用正確的方法，
把它打開。

等待～

。。。。。。。。。。。。

~munyew~

Last Day of November

不知不覺，
又回到了十一月的最後一天。
去年的今天，
我還是個學生，
想著我中六的生活。
如今，
應該開始想上大學的生活。

今早打了一場羽毛球，
好久都沒這麼痛快打了一場，
用盡渾身的力，
只可惜我還是不怎麼會殺球，
也沒什麼力。
不管怎樣，
爽！

然後就一班朋友四個人在旺角吹水，
談了好多東西，
談工作，
談人生，
談興趣，
講廢話，
談女人。

女朋友，
很多人以為我有，
中六嘛～
有女生了。
說真的，
今年的中六真的好像拍拖天堂，
很多人都在這兒找到另一半，
就例如我班，
五位女生，
四位已經被霸占了，
剩下的那一位也快被人追到了。
厲害吧。

談戀愛，
我準備了嗎？
我還不懂。
喜歡是什麼感覺？
我開始模糊了。
表白？
我沒勇氣。
也許沒人會喜歡我，
又不帥，
又不是很有錢，
又懶，
又悶。

人生好比一場戲

~munyew~

Amazing Day Out

I knew this post was supposed to be up yesterday but I got home late and feel lazy to post about this actually. So now once again, Happy Birthday Lok, hope you did have a wonderful day with us yesterday.

Lok's Birthday Cake

Spent almost the whole day out actually yesterday. Morning, out to MBS to return the physics and PA past year book. Well, upon reaching the office to look for Pn Gan, I saw Mrs Ramani was there sitting at the corridor of the classrooms. I thought what happened then realised that day was EL paper. I wonder how long had she been sitting there. The whole 2 hours? I don't know. Just saw she was looking anxiously while her students were completing the paper. It made me remember two years ago, she was there too, waiting for her students after the EL paper, and we gave her a big hug, thanking her for all her teaching and guidance. A great teacher she was.

Then I headed to Hang Tuah station to meet up Fang and Kar Jun. We then went to Sungai Wang to sing K. Finally a day to sing K. Sang until my voice couldn't recognise anymore. Spent a crazy time, screaming out, releasing some of the frustration towards the mic. It was good indeed. Shouting there.

Then movie time. Chose to watch "The Hunger Games: Catching Fire" cause there was no seats for Thor. It has been quite a long time since I was in GSC Maxx to watch a movie. The last one was "Transformer" if I'm not mistaken. The movie was good, the camera aint that shaking like the first movie, maybe this part was more of story-telling side and not much of action, so people think it was quite boring though. Well I think this was same like Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, where there was more on introduction towards how Voldermort was like. Not much of action. Yet actually I found the movie was nice though. Looking forward to the finale of the Hunger Games, which is Mockingjay.

After that at night went to celebrate Lok's birthday. We have some games of pool, well as usual I was the last. And then headed to somewhere to yumcha. There I first played darts. It wasn't a bad experience though. First few throws was quite okay but after that I was back to like an armature. And of course, Lok who trained at home won all of us. There was one moment I feel embarrassed though when there was one round I miss three of my throws. HAHA! Couldn't believe it though.

What's life after STPM? Work? Play? Sleep? No idea. Looking for scholarship? Universities? Courses? What I wanna study? I don't know......

尷尬？
害羞？
假裝？
自然？
做作？
喜歡？
討厭？
我真的好想知道。

~munyew~

No Hope

PA semester 2 resit. Can say I have totally no chance at all now to score a grade better than my previous. Graph 20 marks gone case. I think I drew the wrong graph, put in the wrong data. Why? Why? Essay same case too. Two questions, yet I was force to choose only one cause I don't know what is the meaning of a term in the second question. Thought can achieve better score than last time now I think it's merely impossible. So Semester 2 will be a "B" now. And seem like the chance of getting a "A" for PA is now about 0.01%.

Watched "Insidious 2" today. I didn't watch Insidious 1 so basically I think there are some storyline I have missed or don't understand. This movie was quite scary, some scene will really scare you off if you aren't prepare yet I think the storyline was far less interesting than "The Conjuring". Well both films also directed by James Wan, can't help but to praise his ability to create horror film. Talented director.

Still got one last paper. Yet I already don't have the mood to study anymore. The time between the papers were too long and I do feel bored about waiting for next paper. I don't really have the mood to study until one or two days before the exams.

Guess tomorrow I will have some time to release some anger.... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

~munyew~

PA semester 2

If compare all the semester for PA, semester 2 PA is the least favourite of mine. Why? Cause I hate the fact that I have to blindly memorise all the dasar-dasar that somehow seem pointless to us. Yes, I agreed we have to learn all the plan or the principle that our country introduced, yet the fact that we have to memorise them and answer them exactly in the examination, this is no good. To be honest, I don't think even some politicians have memorised all the dasar-dasar that was introduced and know all the strategy taken or even all the objectives. Yea, we have to know the basic reason why it was introduced but not to know exactly all the things about it. It annoys me. Now with so many pages to remember, I hope I can remember those that will be out in the exams. Hopefully...

Guess I have picked up my reading mood, not the "reading textbook" mood but "reading novel" mood. Took me about 4 days actually to finish "The Hunger Games". Took longer than I have expected though. Maybe too long didn't touch a single one makes me feel strange about reading it again. And now as I am reading the second book, the plot of story is so so so intense that I have the urge to continue reading, yet I can't. Tomorrow will be my sem2 PA resit exam. With all the dasar to be in my mind, I can't possibly to read it now. Gosh! It's just too tempting.

Writing a blog is much like writing a diary. I seem to be forgetful nowadays. I need to instill this habit in me again. Either find a book to write diary or writing it down in a blog. Well blog is public so guess nothing very private will be reveal here...

Okay, think it's time to continue my PA. Arghh!! Need to strike that 15 marks for graphs and some marks from structure... All the best!

Ironically, the people you meet by accident are often the ones who become an important part of your life.

~munyew~

No title

Dunnno what title to put for this post. Just wanna express something that I don't want to express in social media. Maybe they thinking I'm those attention seeker. Or just lying about myself . Or maybe I'm those attention seeker guy? Trying to get much attention from people? Maybe people don't give a damn about your presence so don't bother to attract attention from people as though they will care.

知道了一些事情，可以刻意裝作不知道嗎？
我不知道，也不知道我該不該知道。
面對？我根本不清楚我本身想幹嘛。
問了不該問的，
知道了不該知的，
現在不知該做出什麼決定。
順其自然吧？

已經在考試中了，
感覺不像是在考試那樣，
明明有一個月時間準備，
偏偏就是到等到大考前兩三天，
才開始翻開書，
臨時抱佛腳。
佛，您應該累了吧？
每次考試都抱著您的腳～
成績？
每次都不看好，
不是因為我不聰明，
而是看見每個人那麼努力，
感覺自己好像輸了一大截，
努力與聰明，
往往都是努力的一方獲勝的。

還有一個禮拜，
我的考試就正式結束了！
然後會跟一班朋友癲一輪，
然後呢～
還不懂。
找工做？
不知該找啥的工。
感覺我好像跟世界脫節了。
別人什麼都懂，
我就什麼就懵懵的。

想寫更多的，
但忘了要寫啥，
如果人腦像一台電腦多好，
我想什麼，
就寫下什麼，
那該多好。

I think that's all for now. Thinking of changing blog link now. Should I?

If I want to tell you, I will tell. No point forcing me to tell when I don't feel like sharing.

~munyew~

STPM 3rd Sem

Another short updates. It has been two months since I have another post....

STPM is already going on, yet my study mood still can't switch on. Haiz~
Anyway I will do my best and work for the best result. Just my PA. hopefully I have done enough for my third sem and won't have to resit again...

Will have more updates after STPM.. Stay tuned~

~munyew~

Academic Day

Well, another short update..

Get back my result slip today. Results were that great. This is the first time all my 5 subjects get different grades.. Okay, so now teacher knew that I weren't study all these while. She is putting high hope on me to excel in Chemistry. What she doesn't know is, all these while my semester 3 chemistry weren't that great actually, I was quick shocked to hear that she was expecting me to score A for this semester Chemistry. Nevertheless, I think I started to understand and remember those reaction, a chance to get A in STPM? Teacher also suggested I should deactivate my facebook, but I think it doesn't make a difference though. Let's see how..

Make a video of my own using Window Live Movie Maker. I only realised my weaknesses in my video after sent to teacher. Should have check before handing in. Now some parts it looked weird..




Also learned to use Photoshop and Lightroom while doing class profile. Not really good at it but learning to use. Luckily our class still got Kah Lim who is pro in it and do it. I was just helping out editing those photos...

The amazing Upper 6 Kensett

Going KLIM duty for the first time later... gan jeong.. All the best...

~munyew~

Short update again

Again, another short update to keep my blog a little alive...

Trials coming, studies not being done, I can expect my results for this coming trials to be very bad... But at the end I think I will work harder for my sem3 exams. Not this trials. The mood or the urge to study not there yet.

Been to quite a number of duties lately, I think around 3... All also concert duty. Nice experience.. =)

Stay tuned for a better update from me. I'm just lazy to type out.

~munyew~

It's July

June was over and now it's July.

Just hope everything go on well...

It will be the most busiest month for me. All the best to me. Hopefully everything turns out well.

~munyew~

Sports Day

Haze disappear just in time so that we can have our sports day. Well that's a good news for all of us.

Have my first duty as an adult member in year 2013. Dun have much case just have to treat some usual muscle cramp cases to deal with. But even so, I'm quite speechless about the way those junior approaching the casualty, they are just too slow to react..

This year Foong Wah crowned as overall champion again. Congratulation. And we have a best female athlete in our team too! Actually we should have two, but as usual, two tigers can't live in the same mountain. One has to be sacrificed for others. But I think Jing Yee deserved the award. Basically she runs the fastest, well guess she joined less event that causes her the award. Anyway See Min too has been in top form too. Her hard work was to be remembered too. Congratulation See Min. You deserved that recognition too. =)

With See Min, the best female athlete.

Foong Wah! We have the best tent's decoration

Tiring Sport's Day, I was the first aider, cheerleader, tent decorater and photographer too. Expected to hold the trophy but Agas returned it immediately. Haiz~

Guess no one will remember me. Actually feel quite sad when asking for Foong Wah group photo and I became the photographer for them when I was the vice captain. No one realised that I think. Helped them decorating up the tent, came early to help out too even I had my duty, yet still.. Maybe Agas, See Min and Shi Ern had done more than me or just all rmb them apart of me? Maybe they just thought me as a normal member helping out too? Forget about that, guess it ain't important anymore.

Know something. Really curious about it. I wanna know the truth. Is it possible? I'm just afraid knowing the truth....

~munyew~

June

It has been a month since my last update. Alot of things happened during this period of month. Learn something. experience something and know myself more. Planned to blog more frequent but was too lazy and words wasn't able to come out.

Holidays. Been busy throughout the school holiday. Rarely had a day where I can sleep late and enjoy my dream. Anyway enjoyed my holiday to the max. We get to catch bugs, go for cycling, waterfall, ice-skate, sing K and so much more. Maybe too enjoy until everything has to be rushed just before the school reopens.

Went to botanic garden to catch bugs

Went to Hulu Langat to catch bugs again

At waterfall.

Semester 3 has started. Thought that I can cope well in the beginning but things weren't turn out quite the same. Was struggling for chemistry and barely understand what teacher taught in class. Guess I need to buy a reference book for precaution purpose. Physics was quite okay, just some teachings made us confuse. Maths was alright, econs was okay too just too many things need memorise. PA, well was abit blur now.

Thank you friends for celebrating my birthday. Appreciate that. Planned to just keep it low profile this year but it seems impossible to do so this year. They had me celebrating it during recess time, sing the song aloud until the whole canteen can listen to it. It wasn't embarrassing just that I haven't prepare for it yet. Thank to those who wished me too after that, shaking my hands. Thanks everyone basically... And thanks for the cards and present

The cake. It's cute

Cutting the cake during recess time =)

Thanks guys =D

Thanks girls XD

Presents ♥
 

Basically this is what happened. This is just a short update. Hope I won't be lazy and update more frequent.

It's never the same before. This feeling is getting stronger. I knew it was impossible, it's just a dream yet to become true. 这也只能怪自己的胆怯，不敢踏出第一步。

~munyew~

Last Day

Tomorrow is the last day... Econs and Chem...

Just hope for the best.. Again last minute revision. Hopefully it works for me again..

Hwaiting!

~munyew~

Semester exam

Ohya! Tomorrow is the day already. Time flies. It seems like after 4 more day semester is officially ended...

Have been slacking off lately.. Why must I choose to slack off at this important moment? Been sleeping whole night, wish to study a bit at midnight but still ended up sleeping...

Maybe today I just have to close myself in a room and start "chiong" now..

Teacher's Day was held yesterday. I guess I will wait another day to post about this.

To every form 6 students, all the best... Fighting!

~munyew~

Report card

Got my result slips for trials last Friday. Anything special? Nope. As usual just abit like you know your weakness, improve it. Then like I know what I should do, the kid is a smart  guy and so on. So basically... Quite satisfied with my result just feel a bit not worth on my placing.

Last Friday also Zhi Yi birthday. At that day itself since it's a report card day no lessons is going on. Well was busy preparing his present, sweated the whole day, went here and there just to make sure the card is done. At the end managed to make it possible and I think he liked the card. HAHA!

Have lunch with a bunch of friends later as a kind of birthday celebration. Managed to surprise him with a cake, Hokkaido cream cake if I'm not mistaken. Hopefully my classmates would pay up the money.

Realised that I summarise the whole thing up? Not in the mood to blog. Anyway just to update the event going on.

Next week Sem2 exams. And yet I haven't do any revision. Great -_-

~munyew~

Labour Day

Labour Day...

Holiday? Nope. Had tuition from 11.30am to 3.30pm. Crazy huh? But that's form 6 life. =(

Have to finish up my homework. I know impossible to finish all, but I try to complete one or two...

~munyew~

犹豫

有些决定，不是说要就要，不是就不是。

人生，很多人都说人生是掌握在自己手里，只要努力，就会有出头的一天。只要肯挨，就会有成功的一天。但事实就是如此吗？很多人奋力苦斗那么多年，只为了小小的成果，但偏偏就不得志。这是命运吗？

很多人用成绩来和成功作对比。有好的成绩就代表你成功吗？看看Bill Gates和Steve Jobs，他们并没有卓越的成绩，但偏偏一位是世界上最富有的人，另一位则是智能平板电脑和手机，Apple苹果的创办人。

Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can't lose.
-Bill Gates-

 成功固然好，但往往就因你次次都成功，变得骄傲，觉得自己已是最顶尖的，然而忽略了那些在后面等着一个机会的竞争者。学而逆水行舟，不进则退。失败不代表你永远会失败，纠正因有了失败的经历，让你弄清你的弱点，改正你的弱处，使你更加无敌。

~munyew~

Updates...

It's our nature: Human beings like success but they hate successful people...

Somehow this quote is true enough to reflect the people nowadays. Everybody work hard to success, but when they see another person succeed without going through any hard work, they began to jealous. Somehow that applies to me. I think that's why I don't really attract much likes...

To be honest, I do jealous about some other people's achievement that I can't reach. It's normal I guess but I don't hate the person. That's the difference. I envy that they have the ability or possess this field of talent. Frankly speaking, I still envy people that learn music. The way they play the musical instrument, the way they can understand the symbol on the music score, the way they communicate with another people discussing about the music they have played...

Getting back the results one by one. The results are not bad actually. I think semester 2 exams are far more easier than semester 1 exams. I guess this time more people can achieve better result than last time. =) Yet, people still misjudge me. Somehow when I tried to teach some of them to do the question in the correct way or showing them a better approach to the answer, the answer I get will be like "yea la yea la, know you pro la. ____ gets so high mark." And whenever I refused to tell my result, they said I LC d and when I do tell, they said me pro d lo. Somehow this makes me question myself again, do I have to get a low grade so that I can mix around with people in the sense of when talking about studies.....

I realised one fact, people gets super emo or down when they didn't get a the result they expected. Why emo? It doesn't mean that you gets a bad grade now and in the future you won't get a better score. I understand that certain people had put in lotsa effort and expects immediate or a certain level of return, but do gets this concept correct, it doesn't mean that when you didn't get good grades and all your effort is wasted, it just simply means you just have the wrong approach when comes to answering. In my opinion, I think that examination is the best way you can get corrected and learn to write it in a correct way. So an advice to all people, don't get sad when you didn't score a certain subject, instead realise your mistake and correct that mistake and eventually you can achieve what you want.

Yesterday was Speech Day. Been attending to this event for already 6 years. As usual in the morning all the board members were the "Guard of Honour" and stand in lines waiting for the arrival of guest. This year nothing special again, getting prizes, watched performance. Well only difference is I didn't take a single photo again for this event, apart of those who asked me to take photograph with them. What surprised me was that all performance was from the form6. Except the choral speaking from the form 5 set 1 English student, none of them really come from form 5 students. Ain't the teachers who complained that form6 result aint that good yet still want them to perform for this kind of event.

Went to Iron Man 3 later that. Good show, but got some part that is not really makes sense. Anyway still a good movie though I guess. Later went to Zhi Yi at night to kacau him. At the end Matt and Joanne playing maple the others was like.... boring. LOL

~munyew~

no mood

recently a lot of things I wanna share it here, but somehow when it comes to typing out I feel lazy. This is so not me anymore..

Perhaps I should find my mood of blogging back.. soon...

~munyew~

no mood

recently a lot of things I wanna share it here, but somehow when it comes to typing out I feel lazy. This is so not me anymore..

Perhaps I should find my mood of blogging back.. soon...

~munyew~

Chemistry

Still got 2 papers to go... PA & Econs.. Go go go! -_-

Chemistry. Done a lot of mistakes. 1st thing teacher told me after the IT paper which is after chemistry paper is that, "Mun Yew, why you wrong the 1st question?" LOL! Hopefully still can get a B...

Had a great one-to-one talk session with Zhi Yi where we pointed out some weaknesses of our respective board here and there.

~munyew~

Weekends

It seems like weekends is not a popular day to have revision. Tried my best to get out my notes and revise chemistry but it failed somehow. Guess the kick only comes around midnight? Have to speed up now if not won't have time to try some questions....

Get to know Form 6 will be exempted from duties for tomorrow due to exam. Should I go for it then? It's not like I wanna duty so badly, it's the responsibilities. We usually don't even get exam leaves for these kind of exam but only for like major exam for instant Sem3 exam, SPM or so on. What I think is, what makes us be so unique that even trials we are exempted? Then other students will ask for an excuse to have their duties off too next time during trials. I dunno why, I'm not the authority again... Let's see whether will I be going for duty tomorrow.

I hope I wasn't the one making the whole stories up. Tell me if you need to. Waiting...

~munyew~

Combined Board's Day 2013

It's Combined Board's Day again! Every year this is one of the events everyone is waiting for... Performances, games, interaction and etc...

Well before the CBD thingy we Form 6 were actually having trials actually. Physics and Maths, can't really say it's hard but still moderate. Hopefully can get a better score than last term. =X

So after rushing having the exams we were asked to help to arrange the table or should I say stack the tables to aside and carried it to another classroom so that they can have their hall arrangement done for CBD.

To be honest, I'm quite disappointed with this year CBD despite the other seniors saying "Goob Joob", "Well Done" to the organising committee. Not to criticise what were actually happening to them but I think the event COULD be better in the sense of every aspect. Don't feel like criticising the event here. It's like revealing our own injuries to others. Anyway I wanted to point out some points they really did not do really well.

Firstly, hall decoration. I dunno why they were given quite a number of budget and yet there were no hall decoration AT ALL. Well apart from the board design (which I think is too simple compared to previous year), and abit of decoration at the registration counter there, the whole hall basically don't have any decoration at all.

Secondly the games, no doubt playing water is fun but not everyone will participate in it. The purposes of having this event is to improve the interaction between the boards of different school apart of having fun. I noticed there are people who don't participate at all. Furthermore this water war game already held for two consecutive years and yet this year they want to have it again. I really think they should change, at least having some games that can really involve everybody in it.

Guess the main problems are that, if I keep pointing out the weaknesses guess next year no one wanna come d. Anyway still have to congratulate the whole organising committee though, for making it, well quite a success. At least the students come are having fun.

This year CBD, didn't involve myself in the preparation, except on the day itself before the event start I tried my best to point out something and make it better. Too busybody you can I am, but if I'm not busybody guess that's not me anymore. Also, this year didn't take a single photo during CBD apart from the group photo. Yea, not a single photo either with friends or seniors. Well, can't really say I don't mind but just get little jealous when you saw all your friends were asked for a photo but yet the one who is beside which is me was gone unnoticed. I guess I'm not those person who really attract camera attention then. XD Some said I'm not at the right place at the right timing, is it true? Because the moment they were taking photos I was actually just somewhere around. Guess I will be the one who was always being overlooked. In a way I should be happy, I managed to keep a low profile for myself.

This is the only photo I have takne throughout the whole CBD. And the only photo that include me or having me inside...

Spot me. ;)

After CBD went for dinner at Times Square. Had a fun time camwhoring in the "Food & Tea" restaurant. I think people think we are insane.. HAHA

Tired the whole day... Went to sleep straight back home after bath...

And yea today went for football. First time playing football since the day I had quitted Football Club. Among all I think I'm the worst player on the field. And yea it's really me only the suckest player... Anyway I think my performance at 1st half was not quite bad, 2nd half was really really bad =( Boots spoiled, don't think I'm gonna buy a new one. Now legs cramped. Hopefully can cure within few days.

I knew it'll hard to catch up, and it really requires alot of strength to really keep up. I tried my best. Even though it'll tiring, I will still be chasing even though all these efforts will not be paid off.

~munyew~ 

Trials

It's already trials. Shouldn't be spending much time thinking unnecessary things and create so much problem to myself. Thinking too much sometimes really kills, especially when you tend to think those things that will never ever happened and yet you are dreaming it to happen every single second.

Haven't been really study much lately like Jia Bau did. Praise for his effort. He fully deserved for what he had achieved. I gotta start changing...

First paper Physics and Maths T. Feel alright Maths T but not really okay with Physics. Just do the best...

~munyew~

postponed

exam postponed. Why? It just give me no reason to slack or no reason not to score well in this time exam. =(

~munyew~

Wrong timing

Not the timing yet. I keep on telling myself. It's just not the timing yet....

I guess now everyone has been facing like relationship problems. Just got to know even Wey Luek was having this kind of problem too after reading his blog. I was like wow, okay, quite a sad case actually..

Not going to further elaborate more. Trials is coming, yet I am sleeping like a boss. For your information I just woke up from my night nap. Insane. With PA so many facts to memorise yet I still have the time to slack and sleep. PA gone case. 

Loving someone was hard. What's more challenging is when you have to control your feeling, act like nothing happened to you, and pretend to be "you" and make a joke with everyone.

~munyew~

Crush

Crush.. What kind of crush? Candy crush? Or the crush the one you had on someone?

I dunno since when I started to avoid answer this question to my classmates. Maybe due to some reasons? But I do admit it during my time in tea art camp where they had this crazy "Truth or Dare" session around midnight. Weird huh? Maybe just maybe~

Well I should say, who don't have a crush? Crush doesn't mean to be really like fall in love at first sight, it's just basically like admire that person, and whether you wanna be with the person together is another case. Yeah, I do have a crush. Who? Won't be sharing here or even to anyone. I'm afraid of admitting it sometimes cause yeah the moment my classmates knew about it, BOOM! I think people from MBS would definitely know what'll happen next. Stories twisted here and here, nevermind, rumours spreading here and there, I don't care, but the worst is when people started to take this story and rumours seriously, that's the scary part, until you don't know how to even differentiate them anymore. 

Admitting isn't a easy task. It takes courages. You can say I'm coward but I think I still haven't prepare myself to take a step closer yet. And with the incidents happening in school, I don't even think it's possible to happen now.

Waiting? Hopefully I can wait till that day to come, where I really feel no burden to share anything I wanna to share. 

~munyew~

Pikom PC Fair

Well, at last got my very first own lappy now. Asus A45V series. Well not bad, the person help me add till 6gb RAM, with 500gb ROM and 2 years global warranty. Should be getting this much earlier as my aunt promised to buy a new lappy for my SPM result. Takes a long time huh. Also get my first external hard disk from this PC fair. =) 

PC Fair, always filled with people. Seriously the number of people is like so much and we have to squeeze through here and there while walking. Saw some of my friends working there like Kuan Lim, who was selling the "Papago" product, Wei Yei, ex-BOSL vice chairman selling the external hard disk, then Wen Ying, my camp friend who was working with Maxis. What I rmb most about PC fair, not abut the lappy I get, but is one showgirl asking me to log in my Facebook to like their page and at the end I get only a pen. LOL! I think the showgirl is quite shy cause she was not the kind asking around to like. Maybe I was standing there quite long that's why she dare to ask me?

It really takes me quite a time to get used to this Window 8. Confusing. I prefer Window 7 though. Seriously my lappy isn't touchscreen yet Window 8 features all mend for touchscreen purposes. Can say this lappy has nothing cause they didn't install a single thing into this lappy so I think I have to find some way to install it.

Determination. Guess I don't really own it. All people are fighting their way to score the best mark in the upcoming trials and yet myself still slacking. Maybe getting a new lappy at this time isn't a good choice. Maybe I am just finding another reason to escape the problem. 

I found it hard to share my problems with my friends cause I feel like I don't really trust them. No idea why but just won't pour my feelings towards them even though I desperate need a person to share with. Somehow or other I prefer blogging. Maybe I think that no one will ever look at my blog (since no one comment on the chatbox anymore) and I feel more safe. Trusting people ain't easy. I always have the feeling people would look at me at a kind if they were to find out I'm such a person. I'm afraid people saying out my secret even though they have promised.

Smile while you can, cause you won't know when the moment you won't be smiling again. Emo somehow is not my type, I prefer people saying me just keeping quiet at a corner. Well I just need a moment of silent. Or maybe this is the time I really observe people, or just merely wanna see who actually cares about me. 

Seriously have to get back my study mood now. Orelse this time my PA trials will be "fail" again.

~munyew~

Pressure

Everyone lives in pressure, well who doesn't? Pressure comes from everywhere, parents' expectation, teachers' expectation, society, homework, studies, relationships, work and so much more. How we live by pressure actually? Some people takes it as a positive challenge and push them forward, on the order hand some just can't live under the standard and started to get stressed up in their life. Is it good living under pressure? It depends on the ability of individual to handle the pressure.

Well, feel like posting it a few days ago but just lazy and now I dunno what I wanna post already. Let's start off what was happening lately. Orientation.. Not much of probate came and find me for my signature actually. Am I that scary to look for? I wonder... Anyway my task as as easy as ABC, just decorate the whole paper what.. But managed to ask one of them to perform gwiyomi to me, although a failed one.

Well get to know some news. Maybe that was the reason. Jealousy do kill. Watching people get close but myself don't even dare to take a step closer. Admire people that have such courage to step up and go chase for what they want. I don't have that courage yet. I think I ain't prepare to experience feeling of being a failure. Maybe that was the difference...

Election coming. I don't wanna say any sensitive thing here. But seriously I think BN has taken this too over. Why waste money making so many flags while there are still problems that require this amount of money to solve? Water crisis have gotten serious lately. Why don't use the money to solve the problem instead? The ratio of the blue flag vs the opposition flags is like 10++ to 1.. They even put 3 flags together in one stick. I think if you have done a great job people would definitely vote for you even you dont have a flag there. Nevertheless, I still think that the current government will win the election. Our Prime Minister has done a great job actually..

Dunno what to post anymore. Should have update more frequent..

~munyew~

Chemistry

It's surprise why I chose chemistry as my title today. Well I'm not posting something about chemistry or an experiment relating chemistry. Basically the title will not be relevant with what I am posting.

Speech day. Still feel fortunate that I have been involved in each year Speech Day since form 1. I ain't boasting about how well I did in exam, sorry if this feeling occurs inside you. Normally, I was entitled for the best subject in Maths, well this year it changes. Surprisingly I were to received for the subject of Chemistry after being the only A candidates in STPM first semester. Thought will be getting Physics cause of the trials. Chemistry. Never in my life I would thought I would get the best subject for Chemistry cause frankly speaking, my chemistry ain't really good as Jia Bau.

Once again congratulation to Jia Bau cause he will be receiving a number of prizes during Speech Day. Best subject of Maths T and Physics, T-Mori trust fund education, best student for L6K and etc etc. He fully deserved the prizes he is going to get. He is the type of person who will finish his homework on time, do extra exercises and won't be like doing last minute dash revision before exam. He really excels as a form 6 student. Well done.

People put alot of high expectation on me. Guess this is the time where their spectacles really drops on the floor and smashed into pieces. If only if only. Maybe I should not blame anymore and don't mention anymore. I might get some of the prizes if my PA pass at that time. No complaints to whatsoever now. My effort isn't there. I don't really deserved for it. I don't considered myself as a smart guy or an intellectual guy who knows everything. I may get excellent result but this only applies academically. When it comes to other general knowledge or some other stuffs related about your study path, example my bursary, I know nothing of it. I know nothing about what I can claim or do much more to utilize my bursary fully to maximum. Smart in academic won't bring you far in the society. It just means you are nerd, only know study study study and answer question. This world is not like a question arises, it can be solved like using equation or the way a textbook would ask you to solve it. Application of what you have learned is so much important together with your general knowledge and common sense.

~munyew~

IT period

Seem like it's a trend now to play CS during IT period. Maybe this is the only moment we enjoy the whole day long. Haiz.. homework everyday. Slacking everyday, somehow this become the routine of my life. Trials coming and I still havent done a single revision yet. Everytime I see people doing revision, somehow I feel so ashamed. I should be more hardworking =(

~munyew~

April Fool

It's the first day of April. HEY! IT'S APRIL FOOL! Basically this is the day where you can really prank a person OFFICIALLY without notifying them or anything. Fun huh? I managed to fool 2 people today and one of them was fooled by me 3times using the same trick during the assembly period. Guess who was the lucky person? She is non other than the Miss Ying Shuang whose birthday is also held today aka April Fool! Wooo~~ Happy Birthday birthday girl and we managed to give her a surprise during recess by singing a birthday song and present a cake for her. :3 Happy birthday anyway! I managed to celebrate her birthday early before the day by having a simple lunch with her together with Zhi Yi and Choi Ling. =)

Notice the two small cake? This was her first birthday cake this year. Can't buy a big one cause only 4 of us at that time and won't be able to finish the whole cake.

Anyway been slacking too much though. Have to chiong homework! Grr! Happy April Fool again everyone!

~munyew~

Slacking

Have been slacking all these while after back from my camp. Is it the camp make me so lazy? Or it makes me to enjoy life more than just doing those boring homework? I have no idea. What I know is I tends to go facebook more now and interact with those seniors and participants from the camp. I think I have taken life for granted.

With plenty of homework still waiting for me to do, Maths T assignment, PBS, Physics homework, Maths T homework, IT assignment, Chemistry and so much more. Yet I'm still here slacking and reluctant to start any homework. School is gonna reopen next two days, I know it's impossible now for me to complete all these work in two days time (or even lesser), somehow really feel lazy to complete all of them. Holidays ain't doing good for me now.

In a way or so, I miss my camp now. How good life is if the camp never end or just living in dreams.

~munyew~

有时喝茶茶艺生活营 2013

Well, didn't expect myself to involve in this year camp but ended up helping out for this 3 days camp. What can I say is that I don't regret my decision for joining the camp cause to be honest this year camp is one of the camp I would never forget in my life. 

At the moment I knew the camp was going to held on March holiday I didn't really feel like going it because the number of participants might be very little and I was really packed with my form 6 works with assignments, homework and projects all not complete. At the end I still agree to join in cause at that time not much seniors coming back to help out and I feel like I should involve myself into since I think I got that time to really help out and lend out my hand. 

The first training was a week before the camp and only 2 of us turned out for the training. Amazing right? At that instant I really thought like "this camp is going to fail" and I am going to be busy around helping out this and that. Nevermind... So until the Saturday before the camp after teachers had tried the very best to call other seniors to come help out and at last we did have around 6 of us turned up. Help here and there. Train to make a cup of nice tea... And that Sunday night we were like so last minute, should say every thing was so last minute unlike the previous year. However what happened during the 3 day camp makes me have to take back my words.

First day of camp, as usual busy around helping out. This is the pathetic life of becoming a senior for this camp where you have to take care of everything and help out whenever there is a problem. Again we have some problems on the first day but managed to sort it out also. Nevertheless still get to enjoy the whole first day event. I think my overall performance for the presentation of making a tea still not bad but my hand was shaking when holding the tea cup using those callipers. But I think that's not really a big deal right? Well at night we were all having fun discussing about the games and learn the morning exercises again. Well for me after all these I have to rush my PA assignment as the next day I will have to go back to school to hand in the draft which makes me miss the front part of the next day event.

Second day of camp, I was back at the moment they were preparing for station game. What is my job then? I was due to be the runner. -_-! helping out to announce "TIME'S UP!" and makes me run the whole Shaw Parade for n times. But I still managed to involve myself in one of the game --- pouring cold water! HEHE! After station games well once again we were all busy to clean up and then help out to put all the apparatus for the "tea making competition". Exhausting day yet memorable. And also contributed some ideas to their 茶席 competition. That day was so "luin sui" and suddenly I was the one to in-charge for the materials borrowed from the tea art classroom. WOW. The fun end here? Nope, at night we were even crazier. Suddenly we were playing counter-terrorist then change place from here to there and dunno want to avoid a person then change again then play in the dark again. Madness is that they play "Truth or Dare" until like 5am. I was half-sleeping at that time. Anyway still rmb what they asked me just forget some of their answer.

3rd day the last day. Well morning exercise like madness run around the 1st floor of Shaw Parade. Then again helping out to arrange and pack. Last day, it's like it's the day they have to "cry". So after the whole day event we got this little session where they were to share what they learned during this 3 day camp, what they feel, what they think about this. No surprise that there will be some people crying at this moment and it's normal actually. 3 days isn't a short period and just when you get to familiar with some of your new friends and it's time to say goodbye. And this applies to our senior group. We were together for about 4 days but somehow it's like we have known each other for quite a long time. After the whole event end, surprising there are people who ask for our facebook (to keep in contact?), then take photos. I have my shirt written some comments by some of the seniors. 

What I learned actually? It's not about learning how to make a tea, it's the way you treat your cup of tea. This applies to our daily life. When you don't have the heart to make the cup of tea, the tea will not be nice. Similarly when you treated people badly, the people won't be nice to you too. Playing is essential is our life but when it's time to be serious please do be serious. Hopefully I still get to join for next year tea art camp? I wish it will be year end. 

~munyew~