It doesnt end here

Yea, no doubt trials is over, it's not the end yet. in about a month from now we are going to sit for our very first important examination. Did badly in trials but nevermind, aim for the year end exam. Tht's more important. At least now I know where am I weak at and can try to improve on that. What disappoint me is that I did badly in my Maths T exam. A thing I dun expect myself to do so. Maybe this is a lesson for me not to take this Maths subject as granted. I am not always good in Maths. Well yea work hard.

That's a lot of things I wanna say actually but well, I forgot what I wanna to say. Nvermind. As long as I know how it feels it's already enough.

Sometime being alone, just to want to know how much people will notice you...
Lately, cant really control my emotion in a stable mood. Dunno how I feel actually. Mixed feeling...

~munyew~

Day 1

First day of trial.. Well I have to admit I did supremely bad in my MUET paper. Didn't expect much improvement from this paper. IT paper. Basically just testing your "shooting" skill.

Work hard for second day of trials.. Maths T and Physics.. All calculation subjects.. Good news or bad news? I wonder....

Exam

Trials.. All the best to everyone. Work hard for this second last exam for this year.

Taking for granted

Everybody is taking things for granted. Like everytime. Yea no doubt I have to admit sometime I did take things for granted.. But this doesn't mean people can do so all the time to escape from their responsibilities. Don't think that if you have someone who will help you everytime if you have troubles then you can always take advantage of the person, there is something called Karma. When you tend to do that and did nothing to pay back to return, you will eventually get suffer in the end. I always believe in Karma. What you gives today, then that's what you get it back, it might not be an immediate effect, but slowly you will realise it.

Getting emotional changes alot lately. Realise my attitude like 180degree change, so not me anymore. Or have I been acting all these while and now I'm tired of being my "fake" me and being back to the "real" me? Nevermind, anyhow it is seriously tired being myself. Yea, I mean being MYSELF. But life goes on, even though I hate it, I still have to move on with myself, accustom with myself and that's it, my whole life. Will figure out whether to get back to the "real" me or "fake" me..

~munyew~

Abandoned blog

After the so called IT project that we have to create a blog and update it almost daily, it seems like almost all my classmates have stopped blogging now. Am I the only one still holding on and updating my blog? Nevermind, it doesn't matter if I have update the blog or not, this blog wont be visited by anyone. So yeah, just continue my crap here?

Finally done my Maths T coursework. I admit that I didn't really put too much effort on it, basically I just take some idea here and there and make it to my own. Seriously we are not given enough time to prepare it. And I heard that other schools' students can hand in much later. Anyway, just glad that I have done with it and get over it. Just wait for the viva session.

Now there is something much important thing for me to settle. Farewell party. I have no experience in organising such a thing and hopefully it will turn out to be good. I hope I have managed it well.

不晓得你明不明白
其实
很多事情
做了这么多事情
唉~
都不懂我在说什么了
算了吧

~munyew~