New Year Eve

Yesterday went to FAMA concert duty. At first I was not involved in this duty but Boon Tek suddenly called me to replace him for this duty. Think for so long cause my homework still got so much not done but at last still agree to go. Maybe I'm too kind?

Haven't been to any duty since two years ago I went for Eason Chen's concert duty which was so amazing that time. Quite nervous to go duty now cause my first aid skill ain't that great actually even though I'm an adult member now. Before this concert duty I was like nervous and thinking of what should I do if I have a case, what if the person is having asthma how should I treat and so much more pointless question. Actually I have been silly to even think of all these questions. At the end of duty I have no case which is so fortunate.

FAMA KL Live Concert. Not bad though. In fact alot of those aunties come and support them and even scream along. Crazy fans. FAMA sang alot of songs and also talked about those funny things they usually talked about. The funniest moment was when they talked about Malaysian Cantonese as well as those "foul language" in Cantonese and how they actually came from and claimed that all these words weren't bad at all in fact are praising someone. At the end of concert people shouting for encore and they came out unprepared actually. I guessed they didn't expect encore. They sang those songs and when they forgot lyrics they just lalala.. But they did promise their fans to sing more and prepare encore songs when they come next time? One thing I hate about the concert is people are allowed to smoke inside there and even got people selling cigrattes. Hate them maxx!

Gonna rush homework after blogging. Still got alot of homework haven't done and yet I'm still slacking. Guess will burn midnight oil again in order to have it done. I hate the fact the school is gonna reopen on 2/1. Why this date not 3/1? Cause normally will be 3/1.

2012 gonna ends but world is not gonna end. Life moves on. Have to accustom myself with the new environment again. Upper six life gonna be hectic I assume. With great expectation from teachers once again and a council to handle. Just hope that next year 2013 I won't get into trouble and just do my best. Be myself and don't pretend to be someone else cause no one is going to see it. 2012 has been a great year. Best moment of 2012? Probably the time spending with classmates whether going out together or just plainly revise studies. Memorable event? The time when I was Purple Cane worker and was preparing myself for a dance in their Annual Dinner and eventually we get no3 but still received lots of praise for our hardwork. Most important event will be the moment I stepped myself into life of Form6. This is the path I choose to take instead of Matrix and I would do my ultimate best to see through this.

Guess that all I gonna post for last post in 2012. No memorable countdown but will countdown with my homework for the first time ever.

One song I like the most in Jay Chou new album:

~munyew~

Clean Up

Sort of clean up my house study room for two days. So many rubbish inside the room.

Should really start my homework. Dunno why since the day I started doing some of Maths T work now I became lazier to complete it. Must get rid of this holiday mood! GRR!!

New year Eve countdown? Plan to invite classmates but all of them like not even interested to join. What for now? I dunno whether wanna still countdown. Maybe I should like countdown with my homework since they are always there waiting for me to care for them...

Just now got complaint about those parking issue. So I have a new problem to deal with when school is reopening...

Talked about school reopens, just got to know school starts at 2/1/2012 which is a holiday for most of the year... It's my sister birthday. So guess now so many problem starts to fall on me.

So what to do?

~munyew~

Boxing Day...

It's Boxing Day!

Hey, not the day you can go boxing anyone certainly..

Cooked spagetti with my sister today... Been quite a mess... Cut this cut that. Then go put cheese and baked it.. Anyway the spagetti still tastes great. =D Also, we watched "The Lucky One" and "P.S. I Love You" too..

Nothing to do so created an account in this ask.fm...
Try ask me a question...
click here

~munyew~

Christmas..

Merry Christmas everyone... Doubt anyone would read it but still wish a merry christmas to everyone..

Watched "CZ12" on Christmas Eve, well not a bad movie though, maybe I expected too much? Still a typical Jackie Chan's movie, full of actions as well as humour.. Credits to Jackie Chan though, his best one I think..

Wasted my whole holidays, only done part of Maths T homework and others still remained undone. Guess I'm gonna suffer during the week before school starts, rushing all the homework which I guess like mountain tall. 

So you went, just dunno what I feel... 

Watched Glee season 4.. It's just so awesome.. Why our high school can't be like that? Enjoying and singing like nobody business. Arghh....

~munyew~

末日后的第一天

世界末日了？开玩笑。我还在这里呢。。

“我想我会慢慢喜欢你”。
突然想起这一句歌词，难道真是如此吗？总是得压抑自己的情绪，不然就可能会有悲剧发生。

听了周杰伦的新歌“明明就”，觉得蛮感动的，有一句歌词写得好，“明明就不習慣牽手　為何却主動把手勾你的心事太多　我不會錯過　明明就他比較溫柔　也許他能給你更多　不用抉擇　我會自動變朋友”

对，我会自动变朋友。。。

有一种感觉，觉得我便回了原本的自己，不会刻意去参别人玩，只是独自在一旁，默默看着别人的一举一动，注视着你，或者笑笑别人笨拙的动作。。。

~munyew~

21.12.2012

Someone called today as the day which the world ends... World Ends Day they said....

So what did I do in the last day of the world? Busy day I can say.. Morning went for Karaoke with my friends then after that went for movie, The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey.. The movie is about 3hours long. Crazy...

After that went for Librarians' Annual Dinner. Too bad I didn't take much photos. Guess too lazy I guess. Just take photos with those who wanted to take with me... Somehow I think this year's not as interesting as the previous years. I wonder was it my behaviour change that made me feel this year was quite boring. Nevertheless I ate quite full that day.

Looking at people taking photo here and there, somehow I envy that who are famous. The girls always bombed with boys to take photos with them. Those playful ones will also have people who wants to take photos with them..

After whole day out, at last got to try "tang yuan" just before midnight..

冬至快乐。。

~munyew~

5K reunion?

Had badminton session with some of my friends today, Phi Lip, Jeffrey, Lok, Yuan Yao, Choon Yung, Thomas, Zhi Yi and Tze Jian.. Coincidently all were from 5 Kensett. Hmm

Exhausted after the badminton match. Maybe too long didn't go for exercise  or whatsoever, stamina level quite low now. Managed to made some crucial dive to save the ball...

After badminton match, Zhi Yi and Thomas went back. Then the rest of us went to Papparich to have lunch. We also have some nice chatting all the way. Most of us talked about football suddenly. So nice to finally have someone to talk about football stuff as most of my classmates didn't watch football at all. We talked about how bad Chelsea is or how should they improved then Liverpool then Arsenal etc etc... We also talked about the moment in Trolak camp as Yuan Yao suddenly start viewing the photos taken during that time. It's nice to talk about the past...

Hopefully still got such moment..

~munyew~

Headache

Headache.. Dunno why headache again... but it does happen again...

So went for Karaoke this morning.. Not bad singing.. Have some of my moment. Can't believe Pei Ling remembered me singing the "煎熬"... And later I did sing that song too.. Indeed crazy one... Overall K-City still okay la. Just that no food no drink they complain quite expensive which I agree with. And the songs need update a bit too..

After that drove to Tien Chee's house to have somekind of party.. Seem like I'm not that late too. They just finished eating and started playing.. Again we play Mahjong again. as well we played four people's Mahjong. Quite fun actually just abit longer..

Anyway just got to know what they bought for Tien Chee...

Present for Tien Chee

Not bad huh. Happy birthday Tien Chee once again...

~munyew~

Lucky enough?

Lucky enough to meet quite a number of friends in today's bookfair.
Lucky enough to have it
and most importantly....
Lucky enough to have my car tyre "pancit"...

SO WHAT TO DO?
Of course change the tyre in the middle of road la... Quite a great experience. At least get to know the exact way to change d.. At last I changed tyre was helping my father, basically just do whatever that my dad asked me to do..

The tyre is hard to pull out. We spent all our energy to pull out but not successful but at last asked a guy from the construction for help only success..

Being tired out.. Why I have to be so troublesome and busybody... Still can't let it go...

Just watched 萬千星輝頒獎典禮2012.. so the winners are:

《萬千星輝頒獎典禮2012》各項得獎名單結果如下:
1.「萬千光輝演藝人大獎」 - 汪明荃
2.「飛躍進步女藝員」 - 黃智雯
3.「飛躍進步男藝員」 - 梁烈唯
4.「最佳節目主持」 - 黎芷珊
5.「傑出演員大獎」 - 錢嘉樂、許紹雄、陳錦鴻、李成昌、鄭裕玲
6.「我最喜愛的電視女角色」 - 徐子珊
7.「我最喜愛的電視男角色」 - 馬國明
8.「最佳男配角」 - 古明華
9.「最佳女配角」 - 胡定欣
10.「最佳資訊節目」 - 《走過烽火大地》
11.「最佳綜藝節目」 - 《快樂地圖》
12.「最佳女主角」 - 楊怡
13.「最佳男主角」 - 黎耀祥
14.「最佳劇集」 - 《天與地》

~munyew~

Slack

Slack, slack and slack....

Guess today is the day I have slacked the most. Woke up at 11.30am, then went to nap again at around 4.30pm and woke up at 6pm... Crazy day that only filled with sleeping...

Watched some of magic show that Chee Wei introduced me yesterday.. The magician is real pro. He can change the texture of fruits like can put banana in a watermelon and inside the banana is watermelon... Just couldn't help but just have to be amazed at the show... Yif is his name.. Can go youtube search for him...

his attempt to put an iphone through the bottle

Christmas is coming... New Year is coming... School is gonna to start.. And yet my homework still remained untouched.. Great huh?

~munyew~

wait wait wait

Today is just about wait wait wait and wait...

So what am I waiting for? You? Maybe... But this is not related to you.. So what was I waiting for this whole day?

Actually I was just waiting for a book... An economy book -___- Why such a big fuss for the book? Well actually this book supposed to get it three weeks ago but the supplier dunno got what problem can't send the book here. Then we were told again to come last week Wednesday and again the supplier couldn't send the book here, dunno what not enough book or he had forgotten to send the book. Nevermind teacher asked us to come to collect today and once again after few hours of waiting we still can't get the book... Teacher called and said the supplier will send the book straight to her house. We was like, WTH?! We have waited for hours and still can't even get the book? Arrived at around 11am and waited until 4pm... Guess how much time we had wasted there?

Luckily this time there are still people who wait together with me. Choon Yung and Chee Wei. So this time I'm not alone waiting like a soh lou...

Waiting is quite a painful process. But if the person is worth for you to wait, you won't feel it's a waste. But I wonder are you worth it....

~munyew~

Happy Birthday Taylor Swift

A special day today to one of my favourite artists - Taylor Swift

Happy Birthday Taylor Swift! Wishes from Malaysia here. Hope you can feel it. ♥♥♥

Anyway just watched one video by my friend. Well this is the video created for their assignment. Nevertheless the video is quite meaningful. Please do leave a "mature" comment for the video as their lecturers are to take the mark from the maturity of comment. Ridiculous? Nevermind just leave one comment will do.

~munyew~

12.12.12

12.12.12 ... Well, considered a special day? It should be somehow, since the numbers are in such a special combination. So what have I did in this special day? Basically I can say from morning till the evening I did nothing special except that I woke up around 12.45pm and miss the special 12.12pm moment. Guess that I was having a bad dream that time. Nevertheless I had brunch at Pat Kin Pat San and suddenly it rained so heavily...

Back home nothing to do and except successfully catching a moth which had stayed at my house for hours le. Why catching it? Dunno why but gave it to Bio students?

quite a big moth huh?

Then around 6pm suddenly got an invitation to yumcha? At such last minute.. Well I still managed to go. Quite fun actually. Tsu Sin came and fetch all of us. Thank you. But seriously I think you should improve your driving skill. Dunno how to say but just feel her driving quite not stable.. And we went Mamak King to yumcha at first but it rained later so we went to Zhi Yi's house afterwards. At first watched "Pokemon" first out of fun but after that dunno who suggested to watch scary movie and we watched it. Not really scary at all actually..

scary?

And this is the souvenirs that is given by Zhi Yi when he went Singapore. HAHA!

~munyew~

Catch Bugs?

Some of you might wonder, well I'm not a Bio student, why do I bother about catching bugs? Actually I'm just helping out my friends to catch bugs la, in the same time help me to kill time. Usually I either play computer games or watch TV or read novels or sleep if I didn't go out. This might be a chance for me to be outdoor and kill my boredom in lonely house.

Suppose to fetch Hong Yun earlier today but was figuring out whether to use the road passing PGRM or MRR2 to go to Tasik Permaisuri there. Paiseh. At the end chose the road passing by PGRM. Luckily I was not late at the end. Turn out I'm the second one to reach the place, just ahead of Beh who also just reached few minutes. And as usual, Matthew and Joanne would be late...

So there are 13 of us. We almost walked the whole Permaisuri park and caught some of the bugs. However I guess that's not enough for them. They need 10 different orders of insects and only caught like 2 order only?? Wonder where will be the next place for them to catch. And I managed to catch one beautiful butterfly!!

Later then we went Weu Luek's house to have lunch as well as some entertainment? Hmm.. Nothing special actually. All playing PS2 or surfing the net to search those bio stuffs. Seem exciting. And thanks again to Wey Luek's maid as she prepared us lunch again. It was awesome. I wish I had such maid too but I knew impossible. Back to the games, I guess most of my classmates watch anime/manga exclude me?

When everyone left and left only me, Beh, Chee Wei, Kar Jun and Wey Luek. Supposed Chee Wei and I will join Matthew, Joanne and Chenyue to watch movie but at the end we didn't join. Reason? Dunno... At least we still have fun after that. Playing mahjong. Finally get to learn how to count those things.. Not all but abit.. And dinner once again prepared by Wey Luek's maid. Thanks again...

~munyew~

Life Of Pi

Monday supposed to be well like a family day since dad has no work on Monday but today it seems boring. Awaked at around 11am+ and was watching 王子的约会 until like 1pm only we went out to have brunch.

At first plan to go out like shopping or do something better but then everyone was like, better stay at home? Boring. Feel so regret that I have never choose to join the party in my friend's house. Later found out "Life of Pi" was to be screened at 5pm at 1Shamelin Mall. Wanted so badly to watch this movie but again everyone was like not giving any response. And that moment I was thinking like, why my sisters whenever they want go where they can go whereas for me? I wanted to watch this movie and they dun want all will follow their will. Nevertheless after that still get to watch this movie...

This movie is great. A movie must not be miss of the year I guess. Teaches more on the positive values or morals rather than those like action-packed movie.. Dad found it uninteresting.. However I really think it is an awesome piece of work by director Ang Lee.

Tomorrow will catch bugs with my classmates. Still thinking will I catch one.... hmm

~munyew~

Sunday

So what's special about Sunday? Actually nothing special seriously. Sunday typically is just a day for me and my sisters to do house chores. 

Everyday rains. Wonder is it a good news anot... At least now it's chilling... Now also feel abit cold..

Manchester City vs Manchester United today!! MU to win!!!

~munyew~

Big Bad Wolf

Went Big Bad Wolf today at Mines. So what's this Big Bad Wolf? It's actually a book fair. The books there are real cheap. Like a book cost about RM8...

Well, didn't expect myself to buy alot of books like a book maniac...The people there are real crazy, all bring luggage, trolley, backpack etc etc just to put their books. Really insane.. On the other hand, me? Just bring myself and a MP3 player to listen.. So walk around, there are really thousands of books there. The place there are real huge..

a photo taken by Benedict. Real huge huh.

Walk around thousands of books, well nothing caught my eyes actually. Guess there are still books that are yet to be displayed... So only this book I bought:

Guess I may visit this Big Bad Wolf again? I think those nice books are still kept with them..

~munyew~

Digital Fortress

Finally finished reading "Digital Fortress". Well supposed to finish it by last month but due to my sudden addiction to Pokemon games I neglected my "Digital Fortress". And now finally I have finished it, sounds like a accomplishment huh.

It is a great book indeed, well all of Dan Brown's books are awesome. It is like an adventurous book, bring you into the scene and like you are the main character.. Now I will try to start reading "A Stolen Life", a book I borrowed dunno how many months ago and still haven't touch at all.

~munyew~

Shopping

Well supposing to go shopping yesterday but due to some reason it delayed till today. Nevertheless shopping is really tiring. More tiring than playing a badminton game. I wonder how those aunties or the women can go shopping for continuous hours with high heels on. Really salute their determination to shop.

Had a brunch in Pavilion's The Manhattan Fish Market before starting our shopping with my sisters. The part-time waitress really good at marketting. While we were having our meals we managed to witness her skills in persuading those customers to come to the restaurant. If she isn't just graduate from SPM only work as part-time I guess the company is really hoping to have her as one of their stuffs. Saw this quote on their plate:

Life's like a sea of fish. You'll never know what you're gonna catch.

Then went to Farenheit88. Start the shopping spree at Uniqlo but we couldn't find a single piece that satisfies us. Then went around and realised Farenheit88 are somehow celebrating Doraemon 100 years birthday?

And guess what happened next? We went to Brands Outlet and spent about RM290 there, and me alone had spent RM180! Shocking. Managed to buy myself 5 shirts and 2 pants, so I guess it's kind of worth it. Met Tsu Sen there, basically she's with her boyfriend I guess? After that went to Pavilion Starbucks and I saw her again. What a coincidence.

Guess Manchester United white away jersey is too nice, when we went into the Nike Shop and the staff said they are sold out. Really madness. Guess have to continue to search again.

Dunno what I wanna say here already.

~munyew~

Alright

Alright... Alright.. It'll be over.. Just stay patience...

Today wake up early in morning, just to go to school to collect econs sem2 book. Since it's just take the book and go, I decided to drive to school, it's just it won't take long time right? Besides, I can listen to my favourite Taylor Swift's new album "Red". ♥ ♥

Luckily I drove to school, it ended up the fellow who supposed to send the books here weren't sending the books today. Maybe some technical problem he can only sent it next Friday. Haiz. That's not the problem. There is one thing that disappoints me the most. Well supposing all econs students should come and collect, even like if the books are not here, but I didn't see anyone who come and "try" to collect their books. Nevermind, guess all have been pampered all these while and expect someone to collect them which is me. Guess next week it's still the same...

Went Ampang to eat Yong Tau Fu. My sisters and I have eat for staggering 43 pieces of Yong Tau Fu. Full like mad.. Supremely satisfied.

Should start doing my homework. Shouldn't I? But just too lazy.

~munyew~ 

Still the same

Yet another boring day. Still don't have the intend to update my Twitter yet. Maybe I should do it later. Just have to wait till my mood come. Hopefully.

Nothing special today. Managed to control my feelings better now? Because I knew it won't have any outcome.

Had super weird dreams lately. Dreams... A weird thing I still couldn't understand. Is it the fact that it represents the future? Or it is just merely just our thinkings. Dreams. They seem so true sometimes. Real true until you couldn't differentiate between dreams and reality. Just like "Inception". So abstract...

~munyew~

All is just a mistake

Well, didn't get to update my blog for the past two days. Basically I was busy with my Pokemon game (and now I am still busying playing it). Today again mad idea came across my mind again, just stay away or be inactive in social network like Facebook, Twitter etc for a day, by not posting nor to do anything in a day. Dunno what's my intention but just wanna to do it.

Just back from MidValley. Have my haircut. As well again, I was watching movie alone all again. Well this is my third time. I guess I will start getting used to watch movie all alone, or I should start learning to accustom it. Why I was alone? My family members intend to watch "Cold War" which I had watched earlier. Therefore I decided to choose another movie, "Wreck-It Ralph".

I was quite shocked actually when I entered the cinema. Not because that I was watching the movie alone, is the fact that this is supposed to be a cartoon which means should be alot of children watching but it turned out the opposite. Almost the whole cinema was filled with adults. There were also lots of couples watching this movie too.

Well, I didn't really expect too much from the movie but it was really one of the awesome movie indeed. Nearly cried in some of the scenes. Really too meaningful. This is the quote I like the most:

 I'm bad, and that's good. I will never be good, and that's not bad. There's no one I'd rather be then me. 

One of the pictures and I think the little girl is really cute:

Left: Vanellope, Right: Ralph

 Enough of sharing the movie.

I don't know what it feels like, but I guess I just have to admit it.
Well I get it all wrong all these while.
Maybe should try to let it go now.
It maybe hard to do so but just have to do it.
Pretend it had never happened which I act the best.

Oh yeah! Before I forget, managed to buy this album for myself finally!! =D

♥♥♥ Taylor Swift ♥♥♥

~munyew~

Last day of duty

Well, today was the last day of duty for librarians this year. I have to go for it since I have replacement that had to be done.

Don't wanna talk about that duty much, basically just as usual, or not usual, there will be members slacking and there are those who work the whole day. Can't say that I slack whole day but I had made sure my work is done beforehand.

Wonder if you could really read, nevermind, guess all of you won't get it.

~munyew~

Happy Birthday Lok

Once again we celebrated Lok's birthday. Well this time it's difference. No more going Times Square of Pavilion which our available transport is only LRT. This year we celebrated his birthday in Sunway, since Jeffrey was a student of Sunway College and his parking season pass gonna expire.

First we go ice skate. Since I already have my first hand experience on ice skate about one or two months ago I guess, so I tried to give some tips to the newbie who are Lok and Zhi Yi. Jeff also learned ice skate and teach them too. Have a fun time in the ice skating ring. It ended up Lok learned it pretty fast and of course for learning it so fast he will have to pay the price for that ---> Lok falled numerous times until we lost count on it. I guess he fell for about twenty times? at least? He just could not control himself but to speed up and the way he skate is just so... dunno how to describe. For Zhi Yi, he learned pretty slow. For the fact he afraid to fell, he ended up like "walking" instead of skating at first, but after around two hours he slowly got hold of a bit of the technique and able to skate. Jeffrey, well obviously he is the pro-est among us. For me, well I successfully learn to skate with two legs, can't say have master it but at least I wont have to skate with only one leg now...

After that we planned to go Laser Tag or dunno what. 10minutes burn RM25. So we decided to change our plan- go for Archery. Not bad but still I think I'm one of the worst among us. Then we went for bowling. The first game for me is super horrible. But the second game I supposed to win, dunno why in one round ended up getting 0 which cost me the first place. I have 2strikes in a role and some spare. Anyway great that I can score over 100 too..

The best part of the day, we ended up singing "Happy Birthday" song softly to Lok in the middle of Sunway with the cake. Bet he will remember this..

不晓得你是否看得明华语
只希望
你能明白
我也不晓得
就只希望
>_<

~munyew~

Last day of tuition

Well, last day of tuition. Nothing special. Just complete the 2nd chapter that is Capacitors. Well I understand how it works or when Mr Huan was explaining I understand the whole thing but scare that I wont be able to get it after doing questions on my own.

Dream is always dream. It will never be true in any sense. Just that I wish I could record my dream, cause I wanna repeat and watch it again and again. I knew it will never be true, just hope I can enjoy the feeling again when thinking it back again. Haiz.. How I wish this could be true..

我知道现实和梦的差距
也知道我不该做白日梦
但就不懂为什么
就是做了不该做的事情
心里真的真的很矛盾

我想让你知道
就算有什么事情发生
总会有人
在你身边
伸出援手
聆听你的诉苦
好让你开心

This is how friends should be. Always be there whenever you need.

~munyew~

Nobody

Actually nobody actually care about or gave a shit. I'm always like a nobody. I'm always not the attractive one, nor the one who always get the attention. And being the fact I'm quite helpful I think people taking me for granted. I don't mind this fact but it's just quite upset.

You thought you know, but actually you don't know at all.

Have fun in Choy Yun's house today. Thanks her mum for preparing us lunch and dinner. The pasta was too awesome. I feel like wanna eat another plate now but I know impossible la. And have fun playing PS2 too. I know I'm not a gamer. Haiz. Should have win the last match but ended up losing.. I'm just not the gaming person.. Nevermind. Have a game of squash too. Not really too difficult to play actually. Quite fun. Should have learn to play more. Miss the chance to swim too. Why rain?! >_<

很多事情
很想告诉你
但却说不出口
应该是我懦弱
没这份勇气

就随缘吧~

~munyew~

confuse

Before typing out this post, seriously I have thought of alot things to pour in here. But now I guess it's better to keep it inside me. Or find another secret place to share it.

还不知道你知不知道
还是你一直都只是装作不知道
还是说你不想知道？

忽然找到一首歌
可以表达我的心情



每个人都有自己的岗位
也许我该回去我自己的岗位
不要多管闲事
或者在给自己添麻烦了吧

或许我就真的是配不上。。。

~munyew~

Souvenirs

Thank you my friends who bought me souvenirs when they have travelled overseas lately. So these are the souvenirs:

Souvenirs from Korea and Hong Kong

The little small creature is from Korea, thanks Hong Yun and the Mickey key chain is from Hong Kong, thanks Dai Sou aka Choi Ling.

Finally customize my blog. Love the header photo... Have a hard time choosing between the photo and this photo:

But at last I chose this photo:

Maybe the smile just nice for my quote?

Anyway I found this cute photo of 陈研希. So CUTE! ♥♥♥

原来一直以来都是我的幻想

我的以为 只是我以为

但就好想沉醉在这梦里

不想醒过来

~munyew~

Birthday Celebration

Yesterday was one of my classmate birthday. Not gonna post her photo here cause it would be super strange. It was Stephanie's birthday. However her house was far away in the mountain, so since no public transport can really reach there (exclude taxi), so we decided to drive there since all complain no transport to there. And it seems I am one of those who knew the road quite well there so I am the one who lead Jia Bau's car to Steph's house. And it turned out her house really locate deep inside the mountain. Like in the jungle. LOL!

So reached there, we quickly welcomed by one of her "family member", Sparky. It really like too welcome us? Keep running here and there. So active. No surprise its presence scared quite a number of us. One incident happened there that really scared me, I thought my fingers were nearly bitten off by it. Seriously, like suddenly in a second my fingers were in its mouth and I touched its teeth! EWW! And the owner claimed it is nibbling me. I dunno is it true anot >_<! Anyway after that it seemed that whenever it come nearby me it tends to open its mouth. I have to keep pushing its head down.

The boys

the present we gave to her.

Her party was quite fun. I guess most of us enjoy it. And the Fifa session where we play using 4controllers. Lag like mad but it's quite fun to do that. HAHA! Truth or Dare session was quite okay but a bit boring.

我已经越踩越深了，

已不能自拔。

~munyew~

自私

人是自私的。這是自古以來公認的事實。
當你看透了，你就會明白這一切。

~munyew~

Badminton

Can say that I have a fun time playing badminton with my friends yesterday. First time partner with Sean to play with other guys. Although ended up with defeat, I'm glad that I have improved on my smashing I guess. However can still say that I am not really familiar with the style he playing, we just dun have the "click" yet. So I guess I have to learn to be more flexible when partnering people?

There is one only sad case. Not really sad just disappointed. Yeah. At the end of the day, all just went back without notifying me when I was bathing. Not even the one who came by my car and followed other's car. When I came out just so shocked that the only thing I can see there is just my unpack bag and everyone had left. Guess this is it, or maybe I have used to it, being ignored by everyone.

So Thursday will have badminton again, then after that might be heading to my friend's birthday party. Bukit Antarabangsa. Such a long time I haven't been to that place after stopping tuition with my teacher there.

I hope I can say more but can't. =X (guess no one knows what this means)

~munyew~

Changed

Well, I should consider to change my blog link again. Dunno why just random just wanna to change another new URL.

Let's try not to talk about emo things today. Shall we?

Physics. Already attended 8hours of Physics tuition in this week. Totally insane. For the time being I think the progress is still quite okay. Electronic. I guess the first few chapter is quite simple but I doubt it'll be as simple as that for the next following topics. Next week we are going to supremely marathon physics tuition. Everyday tuition for 2hours except for Wednesday and Friday which is 4hours long. Lemme count. Next week we are gonna have 14HOURS of PHYSICS! Just pray hard that I can absorb everything and will remember it for the next semester when the school reopens. *Pray*

Just realise I haven't been uploading pictures in my blog. So I think is kinda boring now to look at this lengthy post without any pictures illustrating anything..

Started watching glee season 4 now. Excited. This is one of my favourite drama production from Hollywood. If you were a fans of Glee you will realise there is one person missing in the photos of glee season 4 cast. Yea, Quinn Fabray (Dianna Agron) is missing. Anyway the first song of Glee is "Call Me Maybe".

Watched "Cold War" yesterday. Such a nice movie. Dunno how to describe it but definitely is one of the best Hong Kong movie that ever produced so far...

Oh yea. Watched "Skyfall" too. I can said if you were to expect alot of actions like the past James Bond movie, you might not like it because this movie is nice in the sense of the storyline. I can say it movie ain't bad and the sad case is "M" died.

~munyew~

Officially Over?

So I guess everything is over now? STPM sem1 exam, MUET exam and various kind of exam.. Confident that I have done supremely bad in all of my tests. I didn't really put in 100% effort or even 50% of my effort. Regretted. All I can do now is just hope for the best, pray hard that I only need to resit minimum number of subjects.

semester 2 tuition for Physics gonna start tomorrow. Ain't really prepared for it. So what? I still have to go for it. Orelse next year I'm gonna suffer for I know the teacher who is going to teach for my class Physics. Electronics. One of the subjects I'm struggling in Form 5 until I understand some of the concept until the very last minute. Hope I will have a better understanding for next sem physics cause I DUN WANT TO RESIT THE NEXT SEM LIKE THIS YEAR. >_<

I was given the chance to join a physics camp for dunno what can represent the country to compete in Olympiad Physics. I rejected this offer instead. Well you can say me stupid but yea I have REJECTED it. Some might say this is the best chance to gain some experience or the best opportunity to learn something new. However after some thought, my mind only came out one answer : No. Since I dun really have the passion in Physics like any other body do or I dun really want to waste time in attending something I can't get something out of it that might affect my progress in learning stuff for next year syllabus. Anyway I just dun want it.

Lately I am quite lazy to ask my class whether wan go here go there anymore. What's the use asking people going out when all they do is just ignore you? At first everybody say like " you organise already we sure join one," but at the end the response it totally disappointing. At the end just a few people turn out. People get enthusiastic at first but then faded away. So now rather getting myself disappointed anymore I choose just let other people plan then I just join. Just be like anybody else. See the post then ignore. How good it is.

做人真的不简单

好人呢

每次都会被人利用

坏人呢

每次都会被人隔离

到底想当个好人还是坏人

也是不简单的决定

有时候

真的真的搞不懂自己

明明就是在乎

但却就要装作视而不见

~munyew~

Well?

Tomorrow first day of STPM. Pengajian Am Paper 1 is the first subject..

Dun consider myself has done the most for this exam. Slacking alot. Retake perhaps?

Anyway all the best to everyone who is having the same examinations as me. Do your best although you haven't reach your best yet.

~munyew~

It's coming

STPM.. Everybody should be counting down now... It's right edge of the corner..

Despite the disappointing result i get during trials, well I still havent pick up my mood to study. I knew STPM is tough, much more tougher and difficult than SPM, but I just could not force myself to treat STPM seriously. Everyday slacking... Maybe at home too much distraction, everytime whenever I wanna start studying or homework I got distracted by TV, computer, handphones, etc.. So I have decided to go study at school tomorrow.. Depends whether thr will be ppl come and join me....

Hope for the best...

最近不知搞什么了
都梦见你
真想知道
你会梦见我吗？
我真的是痴人说梦话。。
当问题提出
你对大家的回答
是不是真的呢？
算了吧

~munyew~

still blogging

I think I am the remaining one in my class to have my blog updated consistently? And one more.. Wey Luek.. 

So trials have ended, So what? REAL STPM IS JUST ONE WEEK AWAY! GOSH! And now I'm actually still slacking. Always feel so sleepy and eventually sleep like a pig. What happened to me? Results of each subject is slowly getting back. Cant say I score really well. Quite disappointed with myself actually. Been making so lot of silly silly mistake that should not be made.. Results drop. I know it shouldn't happen but i did happen. 

Revision.. Done none currently. Everytime when I tried to convince myself to do revision, at the end I will be sleeping on my study table or just get distracted by other things. Although time to online now is limited (due to the fact I have been sleeping at night), still I have been wasting alot time than others. This is not what a GOOD student should behave. Feel guilty. 

好多事情

不是说你想要你就会得到

往往事实和梦想是相反的

盼望得到的

永远得不到

不想要的

却排着队等着你

才发现

我其实是蛮脆弱的

小小事就被打击

然后就让步

放弃

可能是性格吧？

很少主动去争取我想要的

这或许就是我一直失败的原因。。。

~munyew~

It doesnt end here

Yea, no doubt trials is over, it's not the end yet. in about a month from now we are going to sit for our very first important examination. Did badly in trials but nevermind, aim for the year end exam. Tht's more important. At least now I know where am I weak at and can try to improve on that. What disappoint me is that I did badly in my Maths T exam. A thing I dun expect myself to do so. Maybe this is a lesson for me not to take this Maths subject as granted. I am not always good in Maths. Well yea work hard.

That's a lot of things I wanna say actually but well, I forgot what I wanna to say. Nvermind. As long as I know how it feels it's already enough.

Sometime being alone, just to want to know how much people will notice you...
Lately, cant really control my emotion in a stable mood. Dunno how I feel actually. Mixed feeling...

~munyew~

Day 1

First day of trial.. Well I have to admit I did supremely bad in my MUET paper. Didn't expect much improvement from this paper. IT paper. Basically just testing your "shooting" skill.

Work hard for second day of trials.. Maths T and Physics.. All calculation subjects.. Good news or bad news? I wonder....

Exam

Trials.. All the best to everyone. Work hard for this second last exam for this year.

Taking for granted

Everybody is taking things for granted. Like everytime. Yea no doubt I have to admit sometime I did take things for granted.. But this doesn't mean people can do so all the time to escape from their responsibilities. Don't think that if you have someone who will help you everytime if you have troubles then you can always take advantage of the person, there is something called Karma. When you tend to do that and did nothing to pay back to return, you will eventually get suffer in the end. I always believe in Karma. What you gives today, then that's what you get it back, it might not be an immediate effect, but slowly you will realise it.

Getting emotional changes alot lately. Realise my attitude like 180degree change, so not me anymore. Or have I been acting all these while and now I'm tired of being my "fake" me and being back to the "real" me? Nevermind, anyhow it is seriously tired being myself. Yea, I mean being MYSELF. But life goes on, even though I hate it, I still have to move on with myself, accustom with myself and that's it, my whole life. Will figure out whether to get back to the "real" me or "fake" me..

~munyew~

Abandoned blog

After the so called IT project that we have to create a blog and update it almost daily, it seems like almost all my classmates have stopped blogging now. Am I the only one still holding on and updating my blog? Nevermind, it doesn't matter if I have update the blog or not, this blog wont be visited by anyone. So yeah, just continue my crap here?

Finally done my Maths T coursework. I admit that I didn't really put too much effort on it, basically I just take some idea here and there and make it to my own. Seriously we are not given enough time to prepare it. And I heard that other schools' students can hand in much later. Anyway, just glad that I have done with it and get over it. Just wait for the viva session.

Now there is something much important thing for me to settle. Farewell party. I have no experience in organising such a thing and hopefully it will turn out to be good. I hope I have managed it well.

不晓得你明不明白
其实
很多事情
做了这么多事情
唉~
都不懂我在说什么了
算了吧

~munyew~

Busy busy life

Well, life would be much easier if I'm not in Form 6. Sometime I myself also keep wondering to myself, like seriously, "What makes me so determine to come to Form 6?". I won't regret my decision to come here. Maybe it's the laziness in me that makes me wanna come here. College life, people having break each session and I might take the advantage to slack off or even wasted my time by playing around. Or should I say I dun have the courage yet to face the real challenge outside and just want to stay the same like staying in school so that I won't face the change so fast?

Projects really driving us crazy. And the syllabus which all teachers are now rushing to finish it. Our STPM starts in the month of November and eventually all teachers haven't really near finishing the syllabus. WHY STPM HAVE TO BE SO RUSH! Seriously too much to learn. Especially PA. Actually I think my PA will be the worst subject now as the notes teacher given really like jumble with the reference book we have bought and I haven't really touch the book yet. So I have no idea until which extend teacher have already taught us.

Maths T project. Yes it would be real interesting if we really pay attention and do it seriously but due to the fact that we have only such little time with so much syllabus that we need to cover we don't really have the time to slowly figure or find the best way to do it. We just rushing around and see who have done the project and "boom", everyone will come after the fellow to borrow the project and start "copying". Nevermind, at least we get it done now and concentrate on our real STPM.


好久没用中文写部落格了
有时真的真的
很想知道
有些不该知道的事情
心里明明就很想
但却因为自己的胆小
压抑着自己的感觉
明知道不可能
但盼望着奇迹的诞生
人生本就是矛盾
拥有时就不珍惜
没有时却争着想要
犯贱是吧

~munyew~

Back to the beginning

Well, after long day of discussion which we almost came to a conclusion, suddenly it all back to the beginning.. I was trolled.. I guess he think dance steps is too hard therefore he changed his mind and wants to perform that. Haiz wasted a lot of time discussing that. Nevertheless at least now we came to a conclusion.

Holiday. Thought I could complete all my homework and at the end I know I won't be able to finish it definitely. Now I know I really becoming such a lazy dumbass. I dunno why I could only start my homework at night. I seriously will super lazy to do hwrk in the afternoon and now which we hav tuition and discussion it's impossible to do homework in the afternoon.

Just hope the best...

~munyew~

Holiday

Early Raya holidays. If I were in Form 5 or so whatsoever, I would be so grateful for this holiday and will definitely take this opportunity to start playing or relaxing before SPM has started. But now, here I am in Form 6, everything now has been so different. Even though now I feel so lazy to start my homework, but I believe I wont be able to enjoy so much during this period of time. Projects, homework, reports etc etc.. Maybe slack a few days but have to be serious later. Haiz. Laziness..

What have I done recently? Hmm, well blood donation is really a new experience to me. Maybe I have been in hospital last time and they took my blood to check this and that and that's why I dun really feel pain or nervous when the nurse came and poke a big needle into my skin to my blood vessel. I have to admit the needle used is larger than the normal one they used. Anyway, really surprised that I am one of those few people in AB blood group to donate blood. AB blood group is rare. And they guy who took my blood to check my blood group, when the result of my blood group is identified, he was like "wow, finally an AB blood group people here" cause majority of my friends are of A or O blood group. Okay nevermind, during the period when my blood is slowly flowing out, had a laugh time with Matthew. He was like scare here and there and the epic moment when Jia Bau kept playing him and joked that the packet of his blood was shrinking. Laugh die me.

A lot of things happened lately. And I dunno since when I have got myself into some kind of "rumours". Nevermind, cause I knew my feeling well and wont really care about all these stuffs. Just treat it like normal.

Now addicted to new Taylor Swift song! Her album to be out on October. "RED"... I WANT IT! 

And her new song, "We are never ever getting back together"

~munyew~

tired

everyday also rushing homework. I wonder since when I started not to complete work on time this year and make me have to rush homework everyday. Haiz. That's me I guess. Tried hard to change but then at last still back to the same me.

SO now what happened?

~munyew~

Rush Hour

No time for blogging now.. Have to rush all my homework that I have owed or not complete. Folios to be handed in, due date for the exercises to be handed in... Well, I guess I don't really have time to blog on weekdays now. Sorry

~munyew~

真相

有时候知道真相真的那么重要了吗？知道了真相会好过一点吗？
很多人，因为某些原因，而闹得不欢而散。就因为某种事实，明知道说了就挽回不了，但就还是要说。祸从口出，我明白这道理。

友谊真的那么脆弱吗？我想就应该如此吧。既然都已无挽回的地步，就这样吧。

人性的丑恶，多么的了然。玩笑，开不起的，就应说清楚。

好累。心理真的好累。不想再玩心理战了。我现在真的玩不起。

~munyew~

Nevermind

Just look at it. I think I'm being too childish for acting the way like you did. I will be myself. I don't care whether you will care anot, just be myself. That's all I'm gonna to do. Nothing else. Just continue to pretend or be someone that you feel you want to be.

看开了
不会那么幼稚
还像小学生那样
闹脾气
有什么事就说
不爽就坦诚
人生就是如此
不可能每件事都一定要顺从你的意愿
但最重要的是
别忘了
在你身后永远支持你的朋友
友谊第一
这才是最要紧
所谓
多一个朋友
总好过多一个敌人

~munyew~

Rushing

Sorry for not blogging yesterday. Feel supremely tired and went to bed at 12.30am..

Today also not going to blog much. Homework and folio to rush. Haiz. Form 6's life.

Whole day went to Mentakab to attend my cousin's wedding dinner. Didn't take much photo or should I say I took none photos but overall the food there not bad. All expensive food that I don't have money to buy and eat. The bride didn't smile much. Whole dinner just one plain face. Her mother even worse. Like "black face" whole day. Emo like that. Overall consider okay la. And the band performing there also nice. I think the guy should sing instead of the lead girl singer.

人要学会看开
退一步海阔天空
你总不能死板板的一味
每个东西都要朝你方向
去发展

~munyew~

Disappoiting

I know it's not my job but I have tried hard to solve the problems between us but you just won't want to talk about it. I am trying to be good to you but the way you respond is somehow doesn't reflect to it. Is my problem or whatsoever you can tell me. Friends are like that. Aren't they? Just don't like having idea people hating each other especially in a class.

~munyew~

Friends

What are true friends? Who are true friends? What qualities should a true friends hold?

I guess everyone can elaborate supremely well if this topic was given as an essay topic in SPM examinations. However in this modern era will there be such kind of person exist? Everyone hope there will be a perfect true friends who will always stand by you or listen to you helping you to solve all the problems? I doubt this kind of friends exist. Even the best person in the world can't be the perfect friends as one might think there is something he could have done but he couldn't.

Everyone has their weaknesses. You might think this friend is loyal to you but in another second you think he is a piece of shit which always talks bad behind you. Well, what can you expect more? Yeah no doubt true friends don't talk bad about someone but do think that everyone has emotions. You can't expect a person not to be emotional over something he might not want to listen. They might get frustrated or angry with you when you told the repeated things. But no matter what, they will not show that to you but find another friend to talk to. Even so, they don't really talk bad about you it is just that they are just tired of what you have said. The one who talks bad is the one spreading it.

I believe no matter how true friends will always be there to help you. Don't blame them if they happened not to help you. They might have something else busy with which you don't really see it actually. Sometime is not they don't wanna to ease the situation but the fact that he might as well stress up as you.

I don't like the idea classmates hating each others, especially in a small class. Hatred is really forbidden. Somehow I think the communication is the key to hold everyone together. It's no point to be unhappy when you can't get something you want. In this world there isn't fairness. Everyone has to accept a fact that you can't get everything you want even you work hard to achieve it. But some people just can't accept it. They start to blame everything and think the wrong way. Yeah although getting post is crucial for koko marks but with so many people you can't think you are the only one candidate that want to fight for this post. Remember that no matter what happen don't ruin the foundation that has been built.

本是同根生 相煎何太急

突然觉得
我真的做得很错
是时候改变了吧。

~munyew~

Pre-U council

Well, our class basically just about Maths T whole day. All like rushing their Maths T homework that is not done as all have to hand in folio by today. So everybody was like, who have finished this question/exercise let me copy. But not all hand in today, so I dunno what Pn Khaw will do to those who fail to hand in on time.

Today was also Pre-U Council AGM. Our double lessons Maths T period was canceled due to this reason. So luckily got this AGM and those who didn't hand in Maths T folio escaped some scolding perhaps? Well, talk about AGM. Prizes for the form6 telematch were presented and our K class managed to get 2nd in badminton as well as champion in ping pong. Congratulations! I think our K class should have win the volleyball game at least 2nd but due to some problems and here and there the games format change here and there and then at the end W won. Confusing rules and I think the rules need to be changed for next year.

AGM. I thought this time the election will be voting system but it turns out to be the previous Pre-U council board had made the decision on their own for the installation of the new Pre-U council committee. Get so nervous as I was trembling from beginning until the end. Hoping to be elect maybe? So nevermind, names were announced one by one by Boh, former Pre-U council president. It turned out to be art class dominating the whole AJK post like 3 AJK and 1 Form 6 representative. The anxiousness getting serious as my name has not been called. Slowly the Treasurer, Asst Secretary, Secretary post were announced. And here comes Vice President post, I was like, maybe I will get it cause since I'm a librarian, they don't want me get such high post? But Kam Fai name was called. Then President post, I really feel shocked when my name was called. Boh was like, the new president's name starts with C. Don't know is I heard wrongy anot, everyone was screaming my name? Or maybe the classmates beside me shouted too loud? Anyway went up to stage to received the installation by former president. Then after photo-taking session suddenly asks the new president to give speech. I was like OMG! What am I going to say? Don't wanna recall what I have said, I know I said badly and don't know what crap I have been telling. Forget about this embarrassment. Swear to myself this won't happen again!

Anyway, so here I am, being the new President. Just hopefully everything goes smoothly and hopefully I won't make the pre-u council to be the worst perhaps? Just do my best.

很多话想说
但却说不出口
胆小的我
不想想太多了

~munyew~

Curiosity

I wonder how many people read this blog actually. Just out of curious just wanna know who will really click into my blog link to read every single words in my blog. Just wonder... I don't wan to put those counter check thingy cause I know it doesn't really reflect to it. Yeah I know my blog full of moody posts and might ruin your day just to read it. I can't help it as I get moody when I was alone typing all these blog post.

Knew my MUET speaking test and writing result. Out of my surprise I got quite high mark for speaking. Wow. Second highest in class I think. Unbelievable as I think I really don't speak well in English and I have frightened when speaking in formal way. I guess that day the topic I get or the points I support has more than to talk of? Until Chemistry. Triple period chemistry in a row. I guessed most of you didn't experienced it. At least Pn Chan knew we were sleepy and occasionally talked story to us. Human Chemistry. Interesting. Anyway I think Pn Chan is seriously disappointed with our result. She told me that she didn't expect me to score this bad for Chemistry. I was like, sorry teacher but I really find it hard to cope with the topic but now I'm getting used to it. And she asked why. Yeah I admit I paid too much attention to hybridisation as I couldn't understand it. Feel so regret for not doing the last essay for Chemistry. I'm sure I can score better than the first essay. And Pn Chan asked about my other results. Well, I just said I did fairly well in Maths T but Physics did quite lot of silly mistakes. Pn Chan really cares about our other result. That moment really I feel so relieved.

Played football today. Joined football club instead of chess club because I think I need more exercise or need to work out more. At the beginning when playing feel so suck cause too long didn't play like no idea how to play. Then slowly stamina getting weaker and feel supremely tired after just ran for 10 minutes. Guess I really need to work out more. And good news: after today's AGM for chess and netball K class produced one president, two vice-president, one secretary and one form AJK.

功课越来越多
责任越来越重大
希望能克服这一切

~munyew~

Shocking Day

Well, it's not really shocking but to most of my classmates it's actually.. Got back our Physics and Chemistry paper. Thought I did badly in Physics but ended up, well, not bad I consider. Did a lot of mistakes.. Even basic calculation like 1-1 guess what I put as answer? 1-1=2.. zzzzz Seriously no joke. I did WRITE that actually. Yeah, marks gone. Another question, suppose to get 1.21 but ended up dunno what happened the answer i wrote for it as 12.1. Yeah. another 4 marks gone. Seriously I have done mistakes that I not suppose to make. Careless even for Maths T. Pn Khaw mentioned that last Friday. I have to reduce my careless mistake.

Chemistry. I really feel so fortunate that I managed to pass the paper. First paper I get lower than 50marks for so many years (dun consider the moral exam in Confusion). 15 marks for essays all zero at the end get only 2 marks. Fantastic? I have to admit I didn't really put much effort in it. All the explanations given were actually based on my Form 5 knowledge. So I considered myself lucky to really get such high marks actually.

Dateline for blog. Who cares? I'm still blogging and I'm quite positive that I'll be the one who are blogging despite exceed the limit? Thought of editing my blog thoroughly or change the theme but find myself no time. I consider this is my masterpiece of work?

No mood for long post. Guess just have to stop here.

说累
只不过想为自己
找个理由
来逃避现实
也为自己找机会
来偷懒

~munyew~

Part of Me

Looking at the title, you might wonder.. Am I going to post about Katy Perry? About her new movie or the song? No, obviously I'm not going to post about her as she is not really one of my most favourite artists. It's just coincidence that this title came into my mind.

Part of me. Seriously I dunno which part of me starting to change or something. I feel so different now in myself. Becoming better? Not really, I think I'm becoming worse to worst. I can sense people around start hating me for some reasons. Perhaps? And this is why I think people just don't want to talk to me or something. 

Blog. No doubt this blog has some sorts of revived when we are told this will contribute in our IT paper marks. But somehow now in my point of view I'm not blogging for that IT marks. Now I feel so relieved after I have blogged. So I considered I'm blogging for my own benefits.What I post daily is closely related to my feelings or about the day I've experienced. Am I anti-social? I have to admit maybe there is this little part of me being anti-social so I don't share things with people but through here?

I see lots of comments for the post or a lot of interactions in the chatbox they have created but looking at my chatbox it is such disappointing that no one comes and comment or write about it. Well, I don't mind. If people really want to comment go ahead but I will not really promote my blog now to get attention or somewhat to let people comment about it. Weird is it? It's such easy way to earn marks but I just let it go.

I admit somehow I'm a totally weird person. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde at the same time? Some of the time I can't even really recognised myself or why I have done such actions in some situation. Think about it, what is the motif behind my actions? I really have no idea. Being childish, playful then suddenly turn emo. Emotional changes in just a split of a second. Am I crazy? 

Responsibility. Am I a responsible person? I doubted it now. I even question about my ability now. Can I be a better person? Just to think about it. Today I promised myself to be hardworking but tomorrow there is no such thing anymore. Promise. The promises I made meant to be broken?

现实往往都是残酷的

活在现实的人

都须经得起考验

但我能吗？

一个还活在自己的世界的小男孩

~munyew~

The Amazing Spider-Man

Finally, I watched "The Amazing Spider Man" today. Thanks Kar Jun for accompanying me to watch the movie. I was late for the movie as Kar Jun arrived late. 12.30pm the movie starts but he came exactly at 12.30pm. Nevermind, the part I missed I would just watch it again I guessed through Internet. Amazing Spider Man is really amazing. I think it was a nice movie to watch. All the excitement and the action were no doubt fascinating. A movie can't miss this year and I'm glad I didn't miss it.

Compare to last time the Spiderman, well I cant't really compare much. Both have their good and bad. But I think the costume design for the previous one is better but the materials used in the new one is more yeng. So who do you think is the best spiderman? Toby or Andrew.

Andrew Garfield is one handsone looking guy. Well, really can't deny the fact he is actually playing this role very well which I didn't really expect that when they announced he will be the new Spiderman cause he's really skinny. But in this movie it's really out of my expectation.

Notice the girl on the right? She is really pretty. For your information if you don't know she is also Andrew Garfield's girlfriend. Emma Stone. I don't realise her being such pretty in other movie but in this movie she looks amazing. Stunning woman. Scare I will fall for her. HAHA

Well, really looking forward for the next Amazing Spider Man 2. Next week will be watching Dark Knight.

总觉得
我就是不够好
我还是感觉不到
我的重要性
很多人觉得我虚假
做作
我真的是吗?

~munyew~

Finally ended

Well, having the last paper MUET paper 3 today. Feel so much relieved after I had finished colouring the last answer the my paper. Yeah, again I know I did quite badly for this time MUET. Forget quite alot of meaning of some English vocabulary that I suppose to know. I thought anxiety = happy. Haiz. Die lo..

Spot check today. Although I didn't get caught or something, almost all my classmate did. Seriously, I really disagree or not satisfied with how the authority had carried out their duty in the first place. It is not the matter that we did not pay respect or we were not following their orders or so, it's their attitude or what so the way they had conduct this spot check was really ridiculous. At the first place, why were the students ordered to sit on the floor not on the chair or so as though we are like criminals waiting people to take us to the court. I can't really understand this motif behind this. Besides that, the way they have handled this spot check also raises lots of questions..

This reminds of something. Authority. Do they have all the rights or power to order us to do all the things they want us to be? Even Prime Minister I guess don't have the power to ask everybody to do what he wants to do unless he has amend a new rules stated that we should do all those things. But are they having such rules? Are they being arrogant? Thinking that being the authority have all the right to decide all the things? If you want people to respect you then you have to respect others first and not being rude to them as though they are your servants.

事实胜于雄辩
也许我变了吧？
我也不清楚
连得罪了人都不清不楚
我真是失败

可能语气吧
还是表达的方式错了
也许我就不适合

还是说从一开始我就不应该
选择进这间学校
其实我也不懂自己要什么
懵懵懂懂的进来
然后不知为什么
难道我做错了选择？

或许我一开始就不需与这里
或许我就不该选择这里
或许我根本就不属于这里

~munyew~

Almost ended

Finally exams will be come to an end. I mean just the first school examinations. Though it's just 4 days it just feels like I have been suffering through 4 months. Well, maybe really the preparation has not done well or something. I think I did badly this exam. Economics. The paper looks easy if you have memorised all the important elements but if you just merely remember it you have a hard time to recall the memory you have just glimpse through. Nevertheless have a super easy time "shooting" for IT paper. I still can't get why I would put dunno what Gosling for the founder of Microsoft. Sorry Bill Gates. You just too rich for me to pick you as an answer. And yes I discovered a wrong answer when I upload this photo. Die lo...

Sushi King....
Spent RM9 to have my lunch there. Today is the last day for what so called Sushi Bonanza. Every plate in Sushi King just cost for RM2. Well, basically I think if I'm rich enough I would have eat alot but to your concern I ain't rich. So forget about eating the sushi and stack up all the plates until like twin tower. Nevermind, at least have a fun time eating with all of them, though our class is like "separated" into two groups.

何谓爱情？
以为懂得爱情
难道爱情真的那么简单？
只是想看着对方幸福
难道就足够了吗？
还是这只是说说而已
难道你能心甘情愿地
眼睁睁看着对方幸福
而自己却痛苦不堪？
这倒需要很高的修行

~munyew~