Finally ended

Well, having the last paper MUET paper 3 today. Feel so much relieved after I had finished colouring the last answer the my paper. Yeah, again I know I did quite badly for this time MUET. Forget quite alot of meaning of some English vocabulary that I suppose to know. I thought anxiety = happy. Haiz. Die lo..

Spot check today. Although I didn't get caught or something, almost all my classmate did. Seriously, I really disagree or not satisfied with how the authority had carried out their duty in the first place. It is not the matter that we did not pay respect or we were not following their orders or so, it's their attitude or what so the way they had conduct this spot check was really ridiculous. At the first place, why were the students ordered to sit on the floor not on the chair or so as though we are like criminals waiting people to take us to the court. I can't really understand this motif behind this. Besides that, the way they have handled this spot check also raises lots of questions..

This reminds of something. Authority. Do they have all the rights or power to order us to do all the things they want us to be? Even Prime Minister I guess don't have the power to ask everybody to do what he wants to do unless he has amend a new rules stated that we should do all those things. But are they having such rules? Are they being arrogant? Thinking that being the authority have all the right to decide all the things? If you want people to respect you then you have to respect others first and not being rude to them as though they are your servants.

事实胜于雄辩
也许我变了吧？
我也不清楚
连得罪了人都不清不楚
我真是失败

可能语气吧
还是表达的方式错了
也许我就不适合

还是说从一开始我就不应该
选择进这间学校
其实我也不懂自己要什么
懵懵懂懂的进来
然后不知为什么
难道我做错了选择？

或许我一开始就不需与这里
或许我就不该选择这里
或许我根本就不属于这里

~munyew~