Part of me. Seriously I dunno which part of me starting to change or something. I feel so different now in myself. Becoming better? Not really, I think I'm becoming worse to worst. I can sense people around start hating me for some reasons. Perhaps? And this is why I think people just don't want to talk to me or something.
Blog. No doubt this blog has some sorts of revived when we are told this will contribute in our IT paper marks. But somehow now in my point of view I'm not blogging for that IT marks. Now I feel so relieved after I have blogged. So I considered I'm blogging for my own benefits.What I post daily is closely related to my feelings or about the day I've experienced. Am I anti-social? I have to admit maybe there is this little part of me being anti-social so I don't share things with people but through here?
I see lots of comments for the post or a lot of interactions in the chatbox they have created but looking at my chatbox it is such disappointing that no one comes and comment or write about it. Well, I don't mind. If people really want to comment go ahead but I will not really promote my blog now to get attention or somewhat to let people comment about it. Weird is it? It's such easy way to earn marks but I just let it go.
I admit somehow I'm a totally weird person. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde at the same time? Some of the time I can't even really recognised myself or why I have done such actions in some situation. Think about it, what is the motif behind my actions? I really have no idea. Being childish, playful then suddenly turn emo. Emotional changes in just a split of a second. Am I crazy?
Responsibility. Am I a responsible person? I doubted it now. I even question about my ability now. Can I be a better person? Just to think about it. Today I promised myself to be hardworking but tomorrow there is no such thing anymore. Promise. The promises I made meant to be broken?
现实往往都是残酷的
活在现实的人
都须经得起考验
但我能吗？
一个还活在自己的世界的小男孩
~munyew~
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