Fortunate

Fortunate that I'm still alive here still can write this post. Fortunate that I'm still be able to have the ability to walk, write, listen, play, read or do anything just like a normal person do. Well, I always consider myself as a fortunate guy in this world. I appreciate all the luck that God has given to me even though myself is not really a great person.

In school, somehow I don't like people refer me as the clever one. It is not about boastful or look down on others, but it's like I don't really agree that I am the clever one. Clever, a description that was never in my dictionary. On the other hand, I just considered myself as a lucky person for having know the right technique or right way to present my answer. So thanks to all my teachers for helping me. Well, as a student who don't really put so much effort in studies yet achieve such a result is really too much but a surprise for me.

聪明？骄傲？做作？
不管了。你们要怎么样去评估我就随你们吧。我也没心思来说了。
我说我不聪明，就说我做作。我说我聪明，就说我“串”，看不起人。说真的，我累了。
从今你们要怎么说就说吧，我不会多说几句。说多了，连自己都觉得虚假。

有时连自己都对自己起了疑心
我做错了吗？
还是只是在用另一种方式折磨自己
还是想自我挑战？

是非对错已不再重要这世界除了黑与白还有灰色地带

Dunno what I wanna write already. Too long din blog makes me don't know how to continue anymore. Well, nevermind I will try my best to find back the blogging feel.

~munyew~