Censorship

When I first looked at this word in my MUET exam, I know it's all over for me. Indeed, now thinking back what I have wrote for my essay I couldn't bare to think how Mr Gopal would react at this.

cen·sor·ship/ˈsensərˌSHip/

Noun:

The practice of officially examining books, movies, etc., and suppressing unacceptable parts.

So I guessed I get the wrong meaning of it？Maybe some of the essay but I couldn't tell.

Being alone is not scary. What scares you the most is how friends would create all sorts of rumours for your loneliness.

Sometime I tends to be alone. Not to say I want it this way but to see how people would react to it. Maybe I'm stupid. Stupid to believe that some of my actions will actually get the attention of someone. I just want to see will there be people who will come over and ask me. Or would come over just to get rid the loneliness in me. I'm a insecure person. Sometimes I just don't like to be crowded. It's one of my bad habit to be exact.

Blogging seems like a part to me. I think now I'm slowly getting back the feeling of blogging. I feel amazed in a way or so when I clicked into my friends' blog. They have managed their blog tremendously well. Not to mention they have added alot of interesting features to it. Then I look back at my blog, laughing at the simple design and all the broken English I have been using to write all my blog post. It's hilarious.

或许我长大了
思想复杂了
很多事情有时都没那么简单
有谁能保证
一加一等于二？
人复杂了
关系也随着变复杂

为什么我就总是迟人一步
就那一步
就那零点几的距离
迟了就是迟了
可能就注定我的一生吧
就眼睁睁看着
就要到手的东西
被人霸占去了
我不埋怨别人
只有怪自己

Tomorrow Maths T and Physics. Yet I'm still here? Gonna dead soon....

~munyew~