Exam coming.. Stress. Yet the urge or the mood of going to study is not obvious yet. Maybe this time my brain told me it's all coming too fast that it doesn't want to face it? Reality.... It's just so hard to accept it.
Stress out during exam is just so not myself. Yet I can foresee myself now that I will greatly struggle in this time exam. Squeezing all the brain juice but still couldn't search for the right word to answer a question. Last minute study used to work for me but now I doubted my ability to do so.
It looked ain't alright. Worried about my result yet still lazy and slacking over here. What should I do? Sometime I think people just over-valued me. They think I'm hell of a God and don't need to do anything and TA DA! Here comes my good result. Seriously I'm just a normal human who lives the same daily routine life just like anyone else does. I'm no GOD and don't tell me that I don't have to study or don't need to worry about everything as that's my subject or whatsoever. I hate comparison. Everybody works hard for their result. Nobody is genius in some field unless they have put effort on it. Even myself, I admit I understand the concept just a fraction better than anyone but it doesn't mean I'm pro in it. If I'm that excellent I'm already in Singapore studying Olympiad Mathematics and not here Form 6..
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| too tired of being compared |
不想再被别人比较
只想和别人一样
不要被比较
大家一起
有福同享
有难同当
难道有这么难吗？
~munyew~
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