Busy busy life

Well, life would be much easier if I'm not in Form 6. Sometime I myself also keep wondering to myself, like seriously, "What makes me so determine to come to Form 6?". I won't regret my decision to come here. Maybe it's the laziness in me that makes me wanna come here. College life, people having break each session and I might take the advantage to slack off or even wasted my time by playing around. Or should I say I dun have the courage yet to face the real challenge outside and just want to stay the same like staying in school so that I won't face the change so fast?

Projects really driving us crazy. And the syllabus which all teachers are now rushing to finish it. Our STPM starts in the month of November and eventually all teachers haven't really near finishing the syllabus. WHY STPM HAVE TO BE SO RUSH! Seriously too much to learn. Especially PA. Actually I think my PA will be the worst subject now as the notes teacher given really like jumble with the reference book we have bought and I haven't really touch the book yet. So I have no idea until which extend teacher have already taught us.

Maths T project. Yes it would be real interesting if we really pay attention and do it seriously but due to the fact that we have only such little time with so much syllabus that we need to cover we don't really have the time to slowly figure or find the best way to do it. We just rushing around and see who have done the project and "boom", everyone will come after the fellow to borrow the project and start "copying". Nevermind, at least we get it done now and concentrate on our real STPM.


好久没用中文写部落格了
有时真的真的
很想知道
有些不该知道的事情
心里明明就很想
但却因为自己的胆小
压抑着自己的感觉
明知道不可能
但盼望着奇迹的诞生
人生本就是矛盾
拥有时就不珍惜
没有时却争着想要
犯贱是吧

~munyew~