Crush

Crush.. What kind of crush? Candy crush? Or the crush the one you had on someone?

I dunno since when I started to avoid answer this question to my classmates. Maybe due to some reasons? But I do admit it during my time in tea art camp where they had this crazy "Truth or Dare" session around midnight. Weird huh? Maybe just maybe~

Well I should say, who don't have a crush? Crush doesn't mean to be really like fall in love at first sight, it's just basically like admire that person, and whether you wanna be with the person together is another case. Yeah, I do have a crush. Who? Won't be sharing here or even to anyone. I'm afraid of admitting it sometimes cause yeah the moment my classmates knew about it, BOOM! I think people from MBS would definitely know what'll happen next. Stories twisted here and here, nevermind, rumours spreading here and there, I don't care, but the worst is when people started to take this story and rumours seriously, that's the scary part, until you don't know how to even differentiate them anymore. 

Admitting isn't a easy task. It takes courages. You can say I'm coward but I think I still haven't prepare myself to take a step closer yet. And with the incidents happening in school, I don't even think it's possible to happen now.

Waiting? Hopefully I can wait till that day to come, where I really feel no burden to share anything I wanna to share. 

~munyew~