Monday, January 3, 2011

Finally.. the END

Haiz. Finally. The end for the school holidays. Tomorrow, or should I say later today in the morning, 3rd of January 2011, the FIRST schooling day in year 2011, as known as my SPM year. GRR!!! I just hope tomorrow will never come. But now, it's too late. It is already here. Time to pack up my feeling, time to change my study time, time to face the cruelty of reality, time to face my damn-it SPM year. Haiz...

Why this time holiday is so short? HAIZ. I want MORE!!! Maybe I'm afraid of SPM? Need more holiday.. =(. Seriously, I didn't do any revision AT ALL in this holiday. I'M SO DEAD!!!! =/ Guess this time I have to work extra hard to revise back my Form 4 stuffs. =X . My friends have all done their revision I guessed. Just me, THE LAZY BUM! The laziest I think.

School reopens. It used to be happy time cause we can see back our schoolmates that we miss in the school holiday. But this year, haiz, SPM stress. I NEED TO GET RID OF IT!! KEEP telling myself SPM is still far, which made me have more time to prepare myself, but it also giving me excuse to not do revision yet. HAIZ. Hard to change my style of life. =X .

Have I ever think, what possibly can I achieve this year? I doubt it this time. I don't think I can do it anymore. No more miracle, no more magic, no more power in me. I'm such a coward, maybe? =(. Just hope another year of miracle for me.

Start to read "New Moon" lately. HAHA! Since I've finished reading my "Twilight". Hmm. I just hope I would finish reading it this year. Hopefully. =). And I hope I can read more novels! Must start to plant this reading habit  in me. Wanna be a good boy. XD

"Miracles in life."

~munyew~

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