Yeah.. Yet another disappointment for me. The class ranking has come out. From 4th place slipped to 5th place. Expected for me.. Did so badly in my exams. Haiz~ What to do.. I'm losing interest in studying.. Grr.. HATE STUDY!! I HATE SCIENCE SUBJECTS! Yet, I could score well in science subjects if I seriously work hard on it. Study it properly..I may be another top students. Yet. I know that I'm not that type of students, who would spent most of his time on studies. I enjoy playing around and mixing around. I hate staying in a room and face those piles of books. Books~ People thought I'm those kind of people who rad a lot of books. Well, they are wrong. The only storybook or novel that I had complete reading is Harry Potter the series. Yeah. Childish people would say me, only Harry Potter, a book read by those primary school students. SO what? Can't I read that too?
I love the girl that does not like me. Haiz~ As always. I know all the weaknesses I have.. I am boring. I am stupid. I am useless. I am not handsome as the other guys. I does not have those flirty skills or sweet words to make you all sweet. Yeah. I am the kind of person. So what? I can't just change myself. And I keep blaming myself, keep falling in love with those girls, who will not like me back. I know all of their boys, in someway.. Although I thought I may be the better one, yet another disappointment moment. Nevermind. I have to constantly remind myself. Never let my feeling to wander around again. Please~ Mun Yew. Keep your feeling. Don't let it so obvious that I have a crush on someone.
Okay. Enough for today. I'm tired. Mentally and physically.. I wander why am I so exhausted.. =/
~munyew~
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