Already three days of schooling, yet I'm kind of relaxing now except the day before school started when I was rushing completing homework that was not due on that day. Nevermind at least I get rid of them and no need care for them. Think that I have changed since the school starts. Started to complete part of my homework in school instead of bringing it home to do but ended up didn't do and copy other people homework. A great change for me?
Think that I said one of my new year resolution is dun get into so much troubles, somehow it doesn't turn true for me. Just starting of first day of school I already got a case to settle which I have no idea why I'm involved in it as the year before me it wasn't supposed be one of my jobs. Nevermind at least I got it done now. And now I got yet another problem. Performance for Mr Chin retirement day. Suddenly today someone came and informed me Pre-U council have to come up with one performance as well for class U6A. What the hell? Performance? Guess that I will be dead next week. X_X
I think it's hard to keep my feelings somehow. I wonder if anyone came to realise some of my behaviour change? Too quiet I guess? Or maybe just becoming back myself as I wish...
有时候我在想，为什么每次都要是我？难道每个责任都是我扛完吗？又不是我叫她买回来那架东西。又不是我叫她买水果回来打。为什么次次都要是我吃这个死猫？她明明就这么得空为什么就不做些贡献呢？每次都只是睡在哪儿，懒得像只猪。。。可是为什么每次都要是我呢？
还是最愤气的事是，每次有事情发生，所有矛头都会指向我。说真话，对他们来说只是我掩饰事实所以就认定我就是那位应该负责任的。多想找个倾诉的对象都没有。忽然羡慕起那些有另一半的朋友，会有个愿意在他们身边聆听对方的问题，不怕会烦到对方。我？曾经拥有，但选择放弃。其实应该说算是报应吧？
Done complaining here. At least here is the best place for me to release some of my anger/stress.
~munyew~
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