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It has been about 4 years since my last post. Somehow I have forgotten this little space of mine. Lots of things have happened during this 4 years hiatus from blogging. In fact, I think I have been sharing less thing even in social media, be it in Facebook, Twitter or Instagram. Somehow I have lost the urge to post something, to share what I'm up to. Am I lazy or just finding excuses?

Looking back at my blog, what I have posted for all these years, I feel embarrassed somehow. Looking back at those childish remarks I have made, all the memories I have been through, or even all the things I have done, not to mention all the grammar mistake I have made, Is embarrassed the right word to use? I'm not sure. One thing for sure is I still could not quite believe I have actually been through and done all those things. Probably that's the only way to know who you were at the time if you have practiced writing a diary or blog to record your life.

Not sure will this be one off or will I continue to write blog after this post. Somehow looking back at my post I realised I used to promise to blog more often, to record down all the things as if I'm writing a diary. Guess I have failed that goal somehow. I won't be promising anything here, but I think I might start to post something here if I feel bored or can't find anywhere to share my stuff. Guess no one will be reading this blog as well. I don't think there will be anyone still blogging since there are other platform like Facebook to let them share all the things they want to share.

Covid19 now has been a real case now. Malaysia now has been practising Conditional Movement Control Order (CMCO) to break down the virus chain. Although people are not used to it at the beginning as they are restricted to just staying at their home, people now start to realise the importance of keeping a social distance to one another. Guess for now any plan to travel to other places have to put on hold, at least until this disease have started to slow down. My plan to Bangkok this October, hopefully can still go, otherwise have to delay to trip. No choice, while this virus is still powerful and contagious with no vaccine, it is best for us to just really stay at home.

It just doesn't feel right, I have no choice but to just continue with it. I know I once said that every decision I have made might be correct and might be wrong, no matter right or wrong, I have to just bear with it and continue with it. No point regret as I have taken steps way too far. Probably until I have discovered another different path. In the mean time, I have to just live with what I have and what I am now.

Guess that's all from me for today. Not sure when I will post again, I will try to adapt back to my blogging life (hopefully).

~munyew~