Actually there are alot of things I'm afraid of. For instant whenever there is a test, well definitely everyone will scare of it. Nervous struck me whenever there is a test. I consider myself as someone who is intelligent in terms of understanding but not memorising. Memorising work is indeed a burden to me. Always those test given are based on memory facts for example chemistry you have to remember the reactivity of the elements, for physics you have to memorise the definition or the work mechanism, or even for PA this is purely based on memory work. Perhaps the only subject I can really excel is Maths now since it's really more on understanding. Now think back, maybe I'm more suitable on art stream where account should be my major.
Apart from that, what do I scare of? Scare of admitting. I'm really not the type of person that will really stand up and speak for myself. Maybe I think I did not have that kind of power of leadership that will let people look up on me or make people trust me for what I have spoken. Afraid to admit the truth. It's hard. Always like a coward waiting for a miracle to happen. Yes. I do consider myself as a coward.
It's hard sometimes to resist this feeling inside myself. Perhaps I should learn how to control it.
~munyew~
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